plastic-not?

Just last night, me and m.e was discussing a little abt plastic surgery on our fav kpop stars.
no dount i am really ok if they did it but bestie said they had childhood photos which kinda prove their innocence.

well, i only saw taeyeon (snsd) denying plastic but..... even my fav tiffany looks erm. oh well , let u guys be the judge.

but of course i am on the side tht says my fav tiff did a nose job cause bone and fats are different issues. and lips and fats are different issues too.
well, its a fan war haha.

open up our minds. and let's see.

haha but no matter what. i still love them..

OH BTW, these are frm allkpop webbie.

if u guys bo liao wanna see, here's the link
http://www.allkpop.com/2010/06/did-snsds-taeyeon-tiffany-recently-undergo-cosmetic-surgery

but, i find it so coincidence tht i happen to see it at the sides bar.

AND OH. ONE KOREAN FAMOUS ACTOR JUST SUICIDED.

dunno what to feel cause i dun really knw him , but my leader hc felt v sad and shocked.

http://www.allkpop.com/2010/06/celebrities-mourn-park-yong-has-death

he is PARK YOUNG HA.
REST IN PEACE.

ok its vv weird to start my post with all these lame topics but as u know girls ma.. like to see these kinda stuffs.

anw, its my last day at work! and plus i got so many tuition, i may be discussing with dionne to see if i shld drop any.

JNZL

someone's watching over me

i am so touched.

v v v...

JNZL

change

i can change my way of life.
i have been working working and finding more work.

i tried my best today for like 6 hrs of mass-sending emails and sms. dear god pls let me get more of them!!

tuition i meant. i am teaching sec 4 Amaths and pure chem and another one which is sec 3 PURE PHY AND PURE CHEM..

my heart is so full of passion when it comes to teaching.
i love my students. well money too. but you shld see how much i pull myself when i got these students.
the sec 4 dun have any foundation and o lvl is like in 4mths and she is still lazy. OMG.

i try my v best to push ppl. thinking of which maybe becomin a teacher is not as bad as what others told me.
yes there is responsibility.

hope i get more students so i can earn money!
and for the time being. i am gonna start to re-learn physics.
and chem hahahA

MY GUITAR TIME? well, i will slot in between. as long as i everyday practice.

OH OH !! MING EN FINALLY WANTS TO GET A GUITAR.
yeah!!

its a cycle.
because of alicia i got inspired to learn guitar and bought the guitar on my own even though hopes of ppl learning with me are not tht high and m.e at tht time wanted to focs on dance. then after i told her abt my passion for guitar, she also started thinking of getting one and not just "thinking" and after maybe she finally wanted to get a guitar it may be because i got one too!
nv know..

ah well. yest my dad talked abt my piano. like sell my piano and buy a keyboard.
good idea?i dunno. oh wait must check out the prices for my piano classes.
JNZL

stranger

In my life there are always moments where i always regretted not doin something.

well, there are moments when my determination wavered.
there are always so many distractions so many obstacles that may prevent me from being true.

i hope it is all just because i am young and full of energy and life and so many things tht may endanger what i alrdy have but i'll be still stubborn and try it!

no idea wth am i talkin abt?
of course.


JNZL

THINGS TO ACCOMPLISH

EVERYBODY.. lets say yeah yeah yeah yeah..

i am offically going to take up POP piano.

wonder what that is?

it means playing hip hop, jazz, rock, RNB , modern music, radio , chinese pop songs , eng pop songs and the list goes on and on.

AS LONG AS NOT CLASSICAL music.

well i have a un-tuned piano which has too much STOOPID photos on it which i am goin to clear it once i start my lessons proper.

I shld be learning at a school called PBE (play by ear)

u can go google it if interested.

haha pl dun ask me why now then i thought of it cause i DUNNO!!!

i didnt have the genius brain to think of not wasting my holiday becoming a sloth .. i dunno! i thought my dream is to sloth until i become MUA-CHEE.

idea of playing pop piano was inspired by my lovely captain which suddenly said he wanted to learn to play the piano. HAHAHA

Next up would be the acoustic guitar. i will be buying my guitar real soon.budget of $150.

and i will be taking up private lesson.

alicia found a great bargain! And i feel so lucky!

i want to learn all the skills before i start work to perform for ppl.

btw, pop piano and guitar will be accompany by me singing. -.- ok fine.

i shld attend vocal lessons but i am not some rich kiddo.

but i will attend some day la, just feel tht vocals can wait a little while.

inspired by my best buddy ming en on kpop dance!

we are goin to learn dancing! yeah! but details not settled yet. oh well..

IS THERE NY OTHER THINGS THAT YOU THINK I NEED TO START NOW? before i become"oh-my-god-why-didnt-i-thought-of-it " state.

like mini business?

OHOH!! i hav alrdy started my savings insurance.$100 per month. cool right..

JNZL

micro four thirds and flatty dslr

I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT TO HAVE A SEMI-PRO CAM.

but i shall save this dream of taking excellent photos with my zai photography skills!!

eh seriously those who say my photography skills suck, when i saw their photos, i could not help but just secretly laugh inside.

of course since this is a secrect i will just leak a little info!

i also try my best to give as much compliments to others as much as i can.

i mean life is short and wads the point of throwing someone cold water even if it "just for fun" or just joking.

it just shows how immature some people could be in this field. You know what's worse?

they still think they handled the situation well.. oh my.. tsk tsk tsk big big mistake.

To me it just telling me that you are still insensitive to other people feelings .

even with repeated tellings , an insensitive person will always be one and will never change.

oh that is really a sad fact. Unless someone tells him or her the brutual truth , the person will nv change and instead gets worse.

if you think you are one of them tht still thinks those people whom you insulted "unknowingly" which i call it dumb and they just laughed it off and still think it is a joke and can be used repeatedly for other ppl's laughter.

you are soo eff up.

ONE LAST THING.

you might hv this character w/o u knowing it and still think you are super friendly and stuff .

SERIOUSLY A BIG SAD FACT ABT LIFE.

JNZL

ally blog

i find it really hard to not hate a particular person. i find it even harder to accept ppl thoughts of accepting tht person.

life as usual flies past when holidays are over.

as usual i did not have any insipration to earn more money and to invest these money on things which can improve my life.

but no....

just like any other typical girl, i have to be materialistic. spending big buckys on big brands, on wallet clothes, shoes u name it.

OHOHOH!! skin care products. omg i think those were the bomb bomb

ANYWAY.

ever since i been with sufi i started to think more maturely and to be far-sighted.

which now i thought of preventing old age bla blabla cars, hse, exp cameras..

wa lan e. wadever a normal 19 yr old shld nt be thinking.

yeah yeah it shld be filled with how to squeeze every brain juice for unis.

ok maybe i will TRY to be optimistic abt uni life.

fine....

but life has been better .. MUCH BETTER than jc days where stupid eff up girl messed my normal life and with weirdos tht thinks i am weird.

so i am sooo sick of looking a gazillion times of how some ppl trying to say to move on la , laugh at me la.. it feels so -____-lll

feels like kicking and punching someone.

which is why i suddenly wanted to take up taekwondo.

ok enough of my wants.

I AM A HAPPY GIRL BECAUSE PPL ARD ME LOVES ME X100 times more than i can give. which is wow...

thanks suf for all the effort,i will put in effort =)

JNZL