hair and results

i bleached my hair! well.. it became a soft ashy light brown colour. it is pretty but due to my tan skin it is not-so-pretty!

as long as ppl dun keep telling me black suits me i am cool. cause 3 mths later i am gonna dye dark chocolate brown. so there.

i received my grades. everything is good except for macro200 i got a credit! 63?
what?! my micro was an 80! something is wrong so i need to seek clarification , appeal , what ever it takes.

i am dam sure they didnt transfer the percentage for my missed test which i had an MC.
PRAYING , CROSSING FINGERS.

i am so sad . i could have gotten 80+ for my marketing but because i studied super last min i only got 75. i could feel that my dear jeff lecturer was so disappointed in me. he was kinda expecting me to top the cohort  but i let him down.

macro was a mess! initially the marks on portal said i failed! what nonsense is this! i am like the leader of the class can. i am very sure when it comes to theory i am no.one. but due to last min studying my firmness wavered. but still not to the extent of failing.luckily the school informed me there had been a confusion of marks so it was corrected to 63. still not appropriate so i am going to appeal. even teacher didnt believe me tht i failed! again. let down to mr lee of not topping the cohort maybe due to error! must be la! nv take into acct of my MC right knn.

well, i did surprisingly well for law and management. especially for law. sht sia i was so dam bloody nervous cause i forgot all the cases. but well. i did it.

this time round i am really gonna put my heart and soul into these exams.
even though habits are hard to change but u know i will do my best




JNZL

an opportunity under my nose

SEOHYUN!
haha ok anw no relation to things tht i wanna talk about.

I love my blog because i can talk all i want and if people want to bitch about it i have nothing to say because this is my own space and whatever i say is my honest thoughts. so FYL if u judge me.

Everyday you will only face obstacles after obstacles or temptation tht deters you away from your final goal and they blur /block your vision of what u initially want to achieve.

same for me too.
there are so many god dam things blocking my way and i just lost sight of my final goal. GET A GOOD JOB AND EARN BIG MONEY.
temptations like milk tea koi and gong cha. hey don't u down on these small temptations as these make me fat. and it was them tht kills me slowly and dam stealth. those ecstatic moments when i get so many when i get a cup of koi despite the effing long queue. its worth it. but looking at it in the LR, it is actually like a small devil manifesting inside me making me fatter and fatter.
and there are events that make me extremely upset. see all these brings me down and i am not living my life fully by concentrating on these issues. i will be stuck in this quick sand and not long later i will be suck into this river of sorrow and die.

so while i was drowning.i suddenly realise how stupid i am for losing my sight of the goal. when my dad started to tell me what wonderful opportunities that i actually can make use of. Just i have to be slim. so here i am going to do exercise.

eat like a king breakfast and princess when lunch and beggar during night.
run job walk an hour, situps and push ups.
tomatoes as tibitis and apples as sub.

may the force be with me through my struggles and pray that my determination nv cease.





JNZL