So today i met up with one of my guy friends whom i usually dont do meetups with.
however, i have learnt YET again that he has changed so much for the better!
so of course both of us were down right emotional to the core and we rant abt it.
i am greatly impressed by the fact that he moves on SO FAST. AND SO CLEAN. respect my friend.
on the other hand i know i cant do yet as of now.
so he told me to ponder upon it and think of ways i could change.
be the change that you want to see yourself in.
so i thought hard. then i thought abt my ex boss saying i am always hot headed for a moment and the next i am back to the same old me again.
SO HOW DO I KEEP THE FIRE BURNING!!!!
I HAVE MY JIUJITSU GOALS, BOYFRIEND GOALS, FITNESS GOALS, PERSONAL ISSUES AND CHARACTER GOALS I HAVE.
Gosh, no wonder i cant remember anything.
so i have an idea! i am gonna blog every single day! with pictures of me spamming in every post!!!
so as to have an everyday ritual for reminders of how far i have progressed.
because i am so sick and tired of never seeing the light if i think too far.
ym said: take it as goes along.
so i cant possibly spam my shamless pics here. no no no. i am gonna do it on DAYRE! Its an bloggy application which can be downloaded. and no no no i cant do it on fb too! too shocking for my friends lol.
and i shall leave the link here because my blog, i dunno who sees it anyway.
u need to download the app in order to see my dayre (blog) so its only for those peeps who are still interested in my life and i am free to share it with u! provided u dont get ewwww for all my pics i am gonna spam.
it's a good alternative because this blog is usually for bigger events that impacted me so greatly.
so currently i need to
1) break clean from my ex
2) train my jiu jit su
3) get into shape
4) gain strength
5) tone down my crazy and wild happy character.
6) be a more matured woman.
so my dayre blog would be: joeyng (just search this name and my face will pop out)
i am one of the very early subscribers so i got to keep my name. yay?
and yeah.
i need to stop being lazy. maybe taking more pics will keep myself in check.
JNZL
