REMENISING my dumb ass grp

MY DUMB ASS GRP FRIENDS!!!
CONSIsts of me , ming en , caspia , vicky , jie sheng , yee chong . sufian not there. awww


^ me and ming en!! look like sisters???

DUMB ASS FAMILY PHOTo!!

ming en and vicky! in love ???>.<

dumb ass girls!!! ^^





those were happy moments together!!
we have been together for 4 yrs already!!! strong or wad!!
^^

JNZL

feeling nerd today

i am feeling PRETTY NERDY TODAY. so yup , i am quite zi lian so if u wanna comment rubbish dun bother saying alright? =)

LET THE NERD TREND BEGIN!


I LOVE NERDS!

JNZL

wad a day

I LOVE MY POST STICKS!!


DECIDED TO START MUgging. oh like wth. we shld do TYS like at FEB this kind of timing. and we are freaking starting at JULY!SERIOUSLY THIS IS THE REASON THT I AM WORRIED ABT~




I LOVE MY NEW WATCH!
well ,my mom bought it for me. i chose it! went to many watch shops and found my darling! altough its not very new design but it is one of the nicest i have seen for a electronic watch with a good deal.
other than the WHITE AND GOLD BUTTONS ADDIDAS watch , others to me just sucks.
i am so saving money to buy the white.




i am so tired after one day of homework. so nice of serene to tell me to wake up so as to score well for promos.! =)

JNZL

life in a moment.

Be with me , play with me.it's not too late to say you love me.


today had been one of a day. finished sch early.
got a U for physics. 26/100

GP lessons are the ones i really enjoyed. i love knowing more facts!
LET ME SHARE some with you.
FACT 1: ANAL SEX N ORAL SEX is illegal in singapore!(oral sex is only approved if it leads to sexual intercourse )
FACT2: watching PORNOGRAPHY is illegal in singapore.
FACT3: it is illegal to imagine the president dead. you will be sent to a life time of imprisionment.
FACT3: in european countries, besides our rating of movies of R21 , there is an even higher level. which is [ XXX] yup it is really XXX. it means the movie , there is literally no plot , just the sake of watching them doing it. aka porn. =.=

yup , you must be like WTH?! OF WTF?! HOW DO THEY ENFORCE THESE LAWS?!
it's true they DON'T ENFORCE IT. they just put it there to show tht singapore is still a conservative place to be.

all these are from the disscusion of censorship .=)

went to NS team singapore at bukit gombak to support my bowling mates!
the journey there was fun!

with all the fuss abt j2 telling us j1s tht we are too mad over our promos.
the thing is tht we are afraid.

alvin told me tht we must know how to study.
must keep pratcing.
he said given my timetable , he could easily score all As.
well , was freaking de-moralised and made me even want to chiong.he said he started revising since end of mid-yr. think abt tht.

seriously no time to spare. starting from tomorrow.
will not promise anything. just tht i promise to give in the best i can.
today was late from sch. scolded. cried.

calvin seems to be every where ard me even when i dun notice him everytime i come into lect hall for any kind of subjects and i only noticed sy jia mind you.

for all these times , i now then realise tht calvin attended same lects as me for econs. =.=

ok. sleep now joey.

tomorrow chiong phys tys for 2 chapters. revise any subjects tht i wish to revise. =)

for example econs?
ITS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I TOUCHED ITS TEXTBK.

someone even believed i have a twin. cute guy.
ate dinner with alvin talked abt life issues. not a bad guy to be with if u like him.
dreamy person.

to alvin: you need to listen more to ppl's issues than pouring out your own.
a good pairs of listening ears goes a long way my dear friend. =)

JNZL

let me begin the journey of recovery

What has to be done will be done.



when you realise that what you have been doing all these while is a load of crap.
DON'T PANIC!

there is always time.
i am now giving myself another chance to make my mark in the MJC examinations
which is the PROMOTIONS
LAST CHANCE TO PROVE MY WORTH.

the journey of the last few months may be hard to endure but without perservance , success wouldn't come.

if there was no pain in the process , would the success taste so sweet?

when you realise everything in ur life is simply topsy-turvy , you have the power to turn it back up again.

the only problem is WILL YOU DO IT?

i WILL do it. starting from my studies.life is complicated enough but yet the simplest of things brings us joy and hope for the future.

when you are all alone in this busy world , don't you just wish that there is someone there to be with you? to share everything u have?
i know my someone is out there. friends i have lost can't get it back. but at least i learn how to treasure them .

LESSON LEARNED WITH A HEAVY PRICE TAG.
tht's life darling, don't you think so?

you lose something , you gain something.

[if all of us knew of this treachery this world holds , everybody would still be in the wombs of pregnant womans, and the world will be left with angry frustrated pregnant woman. ]

when we came into this world eyes closed , how would we ever know what we'll have to face in life tht can be so torturing but yet worth it.

seriously no one ever promised me that my life would be a smooth sailing one.but everyone seems to promise me one thing. that is every journey i embarked on in my life would all be worth it if and only if i don't regret the decisions i've made.

i lived my life for 17 yrs. agreed tht money makes the world goes round. can't blame tht i am born in this era. but my passion is for arts, creativity and painting.

but my current life doesn't allow me to do tht. i am restricted from my inner talents from flourishing with correct teachings.

in order to have money , one must strive to work well in the science stream so as to earn respect.
but i swear tht i am not good at it. i am good at visual tht may be the reason i am gd at hands on. for example like practical. i am quite good at it.

like bowling. as long someone SHOWS me the correct way to roll a ball , my mind would programme it and exercise what i've been taught.
life is never fair and i can't afford to complain abt life.since i am on the path of jc , i have to strive hard and survive through it all.


JNZL
P.s BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW , THAT'S WHY YOU NEVER KNEW.

grade

wth are u doin with ur life JOEY!

you know what. my WHOLE CLASS GOT A U EXCEPT FOR ONE D.
seriously it is REALLY CMI CMI CMI CMI!!!

THT MEANS I FAILED 2 h2 subjects!
omg. bless me. i need my parent to go see teacher. like AHHHHHHHHHHH!

OK , spam tys ENOUGH?
DR VAZ said there is no way i could pass with 2 days of studying phys.
lol. true .

i will just hang in there then.
then all the [kick u out of sch] and [retain u] and[ YOU MUST PASS 2 h2 and one H1 to promote] WORDS STARTS COMING OUT.

JOEEEEEEEEEEEEEYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GO GO GO!!!
BE LIKE HUI TING , YONG JOONG.=(

jnzl

welcome to my life

i am so lost..
i dunno WAD TO DO!

you don't know how i feel. to be so left out.
i am sick of feeling so left out.

with no one waiting for me when the bell rings.
with no one sitting with me when eating in recess.
with no one wanting to sit next to me in lect like some DEADLY virus.


I AM SICK OF ALL THIS!
WHY!!!! WHY MUST IT BE ME?!

to be hurt , to be lost , to be left out in the dark, to be kicked when you you are done , to be on the edge of breaking down.=(

this really makes sch life sucks big time!!!
ISOLATION.felt tht before?

i want to say sorry for taking hp without permission to take photo and makeing ppl feel insecure. maybe i am too NOT-trustworthy.

YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE LIKE ME.
i am just sad

i was late for sch.teacher screaming at me.
mum did not make things better .

MY sore body right now makes life even more upseting!
maybe life just sucks for me.

by JNZL