mean meanie

i am really upset due to this person.

However seeing that this person is goin through a rough patch in life or rather is still confused with whatever the person wants out of the situation.

i have decided to let it go once again. no matter how the person treats me in a bad way or another, i will

 T-O-L-E-R-A-T-E.

but god is fair.

other ppl make me happy too!

=)

JNZL

believing in human kind nature

Do you believe in human nowadays?

do you still want to be optimistic these days?

do you ever want to step on someone's feet just because they piss you off or made you dissapointed ?

this post, was actually meant for telling ppl how pissed i am at ppl and at friends.

However i didnt want to alrdy.

because i still want to believe in ppl kind side and still want to be optimistic.

although words may have hurt in many ways, but i chose to silently forgive these ppl tht really made me pissed w/o knowing it themselves.

i decided to let it go and keep smiling as if all was fine.after all, hating someone is really tiring,frustrating and bring me more rashes.

I keep telling myself to let it go. At least now i know i did my part in forgiving.

so maybe next time when i make mistakes too, ppl will forgive me in a way i did.

be it close buddies to collegues to strangers.

thank you for forgiving my wrong doings.

i seriously swear it wasnt on purpose.

thanks for looking out for me too for those that cared for me.

thanks for everything and for more days to come too..

JNZL

being nanny for a wk

Being a nanny for a week plus is seriously no joke!

espically with BERWIN!!!

ok i know its lame to link characters with blood type but it is so true , its hard not to think abt it.

he is AB so er....

anyway!

1.HE MADE THE HAMSTER DIE(gruesome way)

the eyeball came out with blood at the eye socket area and the hamster suffocate to death.

2.HE SMASHED THE LIGHT

because he was using a bolster to hit me thinking its funny

seriously i feel like kicking him in the stomach. and who to blame for him being soo pampered?!

haha.. i think only ppl close to me will know the ans.

POOR MAID!!

always taking the blame whenever berwin does something wrong.

it sort of gave me a glimpse of what being a mom would be like!

omg, suddenly i think havin a boy isnt really a gd idea.

ok anw, RASHES PLEASE GO GO GO AWAY!

my whole body is covered with yucky red rashes and all those URGH!!

even looking at it makes me pek chek!

i really really like my dad way of teaching ,and yes! i really hate how my mum controls me.

my dad not perfect!

like the....

i just ignore him when he pisses me off. like not talking to him.

ok anw. i am gonna blog abt something only m.e will understand in my next post.

oh oh!!

as usual i am KPOP crazy..

love them!

too many to list so didnt bother.

=D

JNZL