today i was actually really glad about my decision to attend the bowler's meeting and feeling so happy to be close friends with alvin. glad he came even if it was just to see SJ lol.
today meeting made me feel tht ppl actually still remains the same and laughter really brightens everyone's mood. particularly i got to see my fav captain and mjc bowlers. LOL and all the secrets we shared.
WHO EVER KNEW!
and seriously ali guessed abt cal was so .. er... i dunno luh. but when i heard she got attached, i was really happy for her. beauty is really in the eye's of the beholders.
so fast forward to the moment when vin asked if i wanted to chill out. i felt like it and his car was shiok, so i gladly say yes since he wld send me hm no matter how late we chatted. the best part. WE CAN CLICK.
like totally. its so shiok to be able to talk to a guy w/o restraints because u simply have no other motives. which was said by vin. so we were lamenting on the fact tht we are now and STILL SINGLE. well, i am single just tht i broke up. but doesn't matter .
so we were deciding how are we able to attract the opposite sex. and i found out tht since we were both having the same wavelength , i told him tht what we look for in partners are definitely the same. it is we want them to be wise. wise is actually very board base. like for him he doesn't like bimbos and i cant believe if i can ever hook up with a non mature guy who doesn't think abt their futures.
so we both agreed tht we look for partners to complement each other. like i wouldn't like a bubbly guy and wld totally prefer a cool and quiet guy. so we were saying. if we try so hard to attract others, like being totally not ourselves. like me not being vocal. -_-
oh btw i have decided tht from this very moment onwards, i will not say vulgarities thanks to the guy who said it so oud it sounds uncalled for and immature and makes him look bad.
i am serious. i will always have tht image in my mid if i were to spew out vulgarities.
so vin was saying why not be ourselves and take it as though we had no motive at all. cause me and him get tongue tied, or start blabbering nonsense. but then again, what if they liked us and they think we don't like them and give up! espically girls who wants the guys to make the first move.
DIE~~
FOREVER SINGLE LOR.
like what vin said. lol.
he dam funny he was like how come girls dont give him a chance?
MUAHHAHA
oh and vin logic was since all humans are wired up the same way, we are able to love each other . ONLY IF YOU WANT TO. so it IS POSSIBLE. haha.
so i was asking him. wld he find it weird if he wld to suddenly like a super neutral friend. i find it weird. like , how can u SUDDENLY LIKE THIS PERSON. oh and i said he like guy accidentally and we broke into laughters once again since he said he now need to be gay cause no girls like him. LOL. anyway, we just keep laughing.
so i concluded, i dont really need to feel uncomfortable with the guys i like, just be normal, no motive. life wld be easier . and dont relationships hold me back? maybe me and vin are fated to be singles forever. LOL. then we each die tgt ah. so ke lian.
anyway if u all think vin is ugly and dumb. he is actually quite handsome and he is super smart! straight As for a lvl pls, and is going to become a doctor in 5 yrs. LOL. i know right. why the hell isnt he attached? only heaven knows.
and this is when he looks dam cui. =X
and this song is dedicated to alvin teo because this is his fav emo song. lol . i feel for u because i am with u.
-bad things happen for a reason.
JNZL
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
Thursday, August 18, 2011
get it right
this song is dedicated to me.
to remind me that no matter how many times i may try and fail, do know that the only time you are a failure when u stop trying.
so on every opportunity i got, i always wish for me to be wiser and to be a stronger woman than i was. it kinda came true and u know what all ppl say abt wisdom right?
you can't get enough. =p
JNZL
to remind me that no matter how many times i may try and fail, do know that the only time you are a failure when u stop trying.
so on every opportunity i got, i always wish for me to be wiser and to be a stronger woman than i was. it kinda came true and u know what all ppl say abt wisdom right?
you can't get enough. =p
JNZL
Thursday, August 4, 2011
wondering
when i saw his inbox, lol in class when we all peaked . one of my class mates was like woah he is applying for DBS careers. blah blah. seriously this kind of fucked up guy with fucked up attitude who only knows how to fucking leech from me and others deserve to be working just a clerk. tsk. so disturbed. as in DBS, hello obviously they are not going to take u in DUMB! like seriously, unless ur relative is some big ass there then maybe. because ppl in NUS , NTU are clever than u by x12208394 and they are so many people there. and what ?! u are not even completing ur degree yet. i cant even stand your voice when u voice out your worthless opinion in class its just irritating. i rather hear the dino sneeze than u talking. even academic outside, u are so hopeless. yucks. WHEN I SAID NO, STOP acting like you are so desperate. just get other girls kay, cause i am not ur type. tsk.
oh well.
JNZL
oh well.
JNZL
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