Big bang g.dragon

Ok here is my confession. Last night I dreamt about the whole big bang grp and I went to sleep Tgt in their Hse! And even though my bias is seungri, but there was so many scenes btw me and g.dragon. All of which are like a peck on the lips and some others.

Then it moved on to me and kook frm running man!! -__- and one other I dunno who the hell. And I was dating the 3 of them at once! Wow~

Went to shopping centre and got lost.
Me and Hanny. Yeah my friend appeared out of nowhere. But the thing is we can't announce big bang is in the shopping centre. And I dunno why the heck I have Kim hyung Jung no is my Hp.

Anyway the people were calling the paparazzi and the securities were thinking of how to make the announcement and somehow, they finally found and it was an epic scene btw me and g.dragon cause we acted like lovers plus we suddenly transported back to sg. And suddenly it was christmas and I got a lovely card frm g.d saying he will M me and stuff.

Decided it was too fantasy I woke up and it was 12:30pm . That was one hell of a dream.

Btw, I am not a big loyal fan of Big bang. So it feels super weird to dream of it and even though I like bb. But my bias is seungri so what's up with the a lot of scenes with g.d

HAHAHAHA anyway, this is my first idol dream.

My immortal

Can I ever be independent when in the presence of the other? The struggling needs to be one and the comfort of being dependent makes my life really hard.

May the lesson of My own past make me learn. To not make the same mistakes I once did.

Then again, everyone repeats history right?

Is it just me?

I am prett sure everyone is mentally unstable in some way. I admit that I am mentally twisted in some way. But it doesn't involve others. It's just me.

It started since young . And there is a name for it too. Mental illness and needs to seek treatment. As long as I don't get out of hand, I can assure myself it's going to be just fine.

It's a talent if u look at it in a positive way.

Just love urself ok.

how much trust can there be when you don't even trust to put your phone alone with me. how much love is there when you can't even understand that I am pissed off too. how much do you really understand if I dressed up to look pretty but all I got was your scoldings. how big is your love if you could utter words like i would die if I depend on you. with everything and all maybe you could keep your love to yourself and keep loving yourself.