lomo hunting

TODAY I WENT LOMO HUNTING..

haha.. total went to 8 shops in the city .
this shows i really love lomography

looked up at shops at funan for lomography books and found out they were too exp.
thought of going to the lib to borrow, hoping tht they have one in the first place.

got all my prices for the camera.
although it would be FANTASTIC , FABULOUS if someone wants to buy me one for my birthday.

i bet my daddy would question me why do i need so many cameras.
prices that ranges from 85 to 175

this stupid woman told me one camera cost 8k.
i want to slap her stupid big fat auntieeeee face.

dam it. although i am new in this area, i swear i will kp back at her.
ni na na.

oh there are cheap cute lomo camera too.
check it out if u bother to.

http://teewhysee.blogspot.com

“Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes,
lessons learned and gradually surfacing, letting go, striping
naked to scream. I am not perfect nor do I strive to be. I am
alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns. I
am retarded disfigured clown dying to be heard for the simple
art of letting this heavy wall finally fall. I am an equal being
of no race or colour, a hallucination if you will sneaking into
the lives of strangers and letting them fall apart to a new
rhythm just to feel better.”

Retarded disfigured clown – Blue October

JNZL

new divide

lyrics:
I remembered black skies, the lightning all around me
I remembered each flash as time began to blur
Like a startling sign that fate had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies across this new divide

There was nothing in sight but memories left abandoned
There was nowhere to hide, the ashes fell like snow
And the ground caved in between where we were standing
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes across this new divide

In every loss, in every lie, in every truth that you'd deny
And each regret and each goodbye was a mistake too great to hide
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies across this new divide
Across this new divide, across this new divide




well "what i've done" is also nice
Chester Bennington - Vocalist
Mike Shinoda - Emcee
Phoenix Farrell - Bassist
Brad Delson - Guitarist
Mr. Hahn - Turntablist
Rob Bourdon - Drummer
JNZL

world of cameras

WELCOME to my new fantasy of cameras!!
not digital cameras but holga cameras and instant cameras!

one day i wish i could have tht many collection of cameras.
well, what actually triggered this sudden passion of mine to have instant cameras is when i bought a big book with loads of blank drawing paper.

the book itself is beautiful.
but i am lazy to upload it.
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OK now introducing my latest desire.
instant cameras!

i am currently deciding to buy both cameras although many ppl would say it is a waste of money and i dun think so cause it comes in two different sizes of pics.

and sizes can mean a lot to me.
for example, this instax 200 produces wide range pic.

therefore i look at it as a photo to start my story on.
on wad ever it is. so it is like a starter.
however, this mini 25 produces wallet size pic.
and to me it means it is an add on to a story i already have in mind.
ok i am weird.

but hey! i want to capture pics tht can inspire ppl.
and of course i want to have lovely memories that can be permanent. ;)

BTW, I took forever to find this hello kitty version.
the cost of it is kind of a bomb but definitely going to be worth it.


It is time to tell you guys tht this lovely pic is lomography at its best!
lomography is a type of art that uses different color of flashes and effects to get this results.

holga is just a camera brand tht produces these kind of effects.

the thing abt lomography is that
you may never know what kind of pictures you are going to get
with different effects.

its not like some digital camera where you can check it out and delete if u make a mistake.
it's like exploring into the world of unknown
and you may never know what pics you would get at the end of the day.
therefore people, I am going to take a dive into this world.
world of unknown.

however, i am going into the world of instant camera first cause i need loads and loads of time to research on lomography and its cameras .

the knowledge is dam a lot and i need to do my research before attempting any buys.
HAHAA

http://8storeytree.com/store/
good shop for such cameras
JNZL

its goin to be alright

dear joey,

its going to be alright.
everything is going to turn out fine....

don't worry all the teachers are looking after you.
just do your best and do your very best to search for the courage tht u desperately need now.

find it and move forward .
just keep moving. no matter how tough the obstacles may be its going to be alright..

keep thinking happy thoughts like the new Polaroid camera you are going to get and those pretty lomo cameras which is going to be soo fun hunting them down.

think of ur new life scrapbook.
think of how to fill it with happy things.

think of your work and just do it.
think of your results.

just believe that in every millions of people you see,
there is bound to be someone who will look out for you. take the stab for you.

because i now, will take the first step to start to hope.
and of course i believe its ok to get hurt by awful results and teachers .

because i think i am born to do great things.
because hope is the best thing i can think of .


JNZL

michael jackson

blogger is really getting on my nerves because i am unable to download any pics again.

OK, anyway, this post is solely for Michael Jackson.
i love him.

put away those doubts that u had on him,
although i am a strong believer that he is not a pedophile and he is a great dad.

Put away those genius talents that has been implanted in him that everyone has known.
i want to talk abt how great he is able to connect with us.

there is a video which makes the most impression on me.
a song name will you be there.
the confessions of the last part touched me so deeply that i am sure no other song can do that to me.

MJ cared so much about the people tht surrounds him.
i watched the memorial of Jackson at 2am.

inside him, he is always a child that is unable to grow, soft spoken.
can you feel the sorrow of his past tht is hidden behind those glamour.

can u see it?
when he died so suddenly, he amplified the thing tht we always have forgotten

life is ever so fragile , you may never know when someone whom u treasure just gone with the wind.

i am so proud of MJ because he broke boundaries between black and white .
he kept pushing on even though ppl don't support him.

Michael Jackson is not weird.
it is the people that surround him is weird.

how could such a person be so caring to the world.
in Guinness book of world record , he is know as a pop singer who gave the most contributions to the world.
and of course his 13 grammys award.


if you have realised , his live performance, are always very dynamic like an act.
it always abt human kind.

he was the one who used music to combine all the people voices as one.
he was the one where all people from everywhere across the world know and will always look up to.

i am sure, everyone with different religion would pray for him in their own ways.
there seems to be no boundaries anymore.

for here i present you Michael Jackson -will you be there. enjoy.
i cried for him when i saw the last part.
i felt that he so in need of love .
i felt that he had so much sadness in him, but yet he still tries to squeeze out all he could for the world.

this is the kind of people whom i will respect deep within my heart.
i cried thrice while watching the memorial.
i just feel so sorry for him.do you feel it too?

In Our Darkest Hour
In My Deepest Despair Will You Still Care?
Will You Be There?In My Trials and My Tribulations through Our doubts and frustrations
In My Violence
In My Turbulence
Through My Fear and My Confessions
In My Anguish and My Pain
Through My Joy And My Sorrow
In The Promise Of Another Tomorrow
I'll Never Let You Part
For You're Always In My Heart.


JNZL