there is a fine line between choosing to be blind or just being optimistic.
today i went through alot and i realise that we may want to end things and live simply, but deep down we still want it and hope it doesnt end. whta irony i know.
but , to make things up, at least my FEMALE INSTINCTS ARE ALWAYS RIGHT.
some website told me to always trust my instinct instead to doubting it and act on it. WELL I ACTED ON IT ALRIGHT. and i am correct.
exposing someone and well, i felt disappointment but maybe after what melaine said, i have faith in you once again.
i will always hope that everything in the end will always be alright.
oh btw, i prayed to god to help me, or in a way to guide me to the correct path and i prayed that the other person would realise the faults the person made.
to instill guilt because its needed. our conscience will always sort of haunts us.
some things are left to be unseen and unsaid all for the better good.
DEAR GOD I PRAY TO YOU TO LET ME LIVE A BLISSFUL LIFE. IF I NEED NOT KNOW, DO NOT LET ME KNOW NOR LET ME SEE NOR LET ME REALISE ANYTHING. But if the bitterest truth is so essential, i pray that i can accept it and wipe my tears off and i have someone whom i can pour my sorrows to. because the sweetest lies can always cause a world of war inside me.
like the old saying goes:"what eyes don't see, the heart doesn't feel"
JNZL
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