Why do Pretend not to know, why do I act like as if it was ok
Why do I hold on, why does he lie, why does he not appreciate, why do I bother.
Why do I still refuse to learn...
But changes have been discovered ... I think it's for her instead? Do I need a psychiatric to help me?
I think I have seen enough or have I. I don't have the answers
Why are they not turning into actions. I don't know what I want? Or do I wish for a miracle?
People say your life is in your hands... It's true. We made the decisions that we think we deserve.
What do I actually fear. What do I fear, what is the basic of this fear which should be peeled like an onion.
Fear of letting go? Fear of "how am I going to face him next time" , fear of being abandoned ? Fear of non existence ?
Little does he know.
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