Thursday, July 3, 2008

let me begin the journey of recovery

What has to be done will be done.



when you realise that what you have been doing all these while is a load of crap.
DON'T PANIC!

there is always time.
i am now giving myself another chance to make my mark in the MJC examinations
which is the PROMOTIONS
LAST CHANCE TO PROVE MY WORTH.

the journey of the last few months may be hard to endure but without perservance , success wouldn't come.

if there was no pain in the process , would the success taste so sweet?

when you realise everything in ur life is simply topsy-turvy , you have the power to turn it back up again.

the only problem is WILL YOU DO IT?

i WILL do it. starting from my studies.life is complicated enough but yet the simplest of things brings us joy and hope for the future.

when you are all alone in this busy world , don't you just wish that there is someone there to be with you? to share everything u have?
i know my someone is out there. friends i have lost can't get it back. but at least i learn how to treasure them .

LESSON LEARNED WITH A HEAVY PRICE TAG.
tht's life darling, don't you think so?

you lose something , you gain something.

[if all of us knew of this treachery this world holds , everybody would still be in the wombs of pregnant womans, and the world will be left with angry frustrated pregnant woman. ]

when we came into this world eyes closed , how would we ever know what we'll have to face in life tht can be so torturing but yet worth it.

seriously no one ever promised me that my life would be a smooth sailing one.but everyone seems to promise me one thing. that is every journey i embarked on in my life would all be worth it if and only if i don't regret the decisions i've made.

i lived my life for 17 yrs. agreed tht money makes the world goes round. can't blame tht i am born in this era. but my passion is for arts, creativity and painting.

but my current life doesn't allow me to do tht. i am restricted from my inner talents from flourishing with correct teachings.

in order to have money , one must strive to work well in the science stream so as to earn respect.
but i swear tht i am not good at it. i am good at visual tht may be the reason i am gd at hands on. for example like practical. i am quite good at it.

like bowling. as long someone SHOWS me the correct way to roll a ball , my mind would programme it and exercise what i've been taught.
life is never fair and i can't afford to complain abt life.since i am on the path of jc , i have to strive hard and survive through it all.


JNZL
P.s BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW , THAT'S WHY YOU NEVER KNEW.

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