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i find it really hard to not hate a particular person. i find it even harder to accept ppl thoughts of accepting tht person.

life as usual flies past when holidays are over.

as usual i did not have any insipration to earn more money and to invest these money on things which can improve my life.

but no....

just like any other typical girl, i have to be materialistic. spending big buckys on big brands, on wallet clothes, shoes u name it.

OHOHOH!! skin care products. omg i think those were the bomb bomb

ANYWAY.

ever since i been with sufi i started to think more maturely and to be far-sighted.

which now i thought of preventing old age bla blabla cars, hse, exp cameras..

wa lan e. wadever a normal 19 yr old shld nt be thinking.

yeah yeah it shld be filled with how to squeeze every brain juice for unis.

ok maybe i will TRY to be optimistic abt uni life.

fine....

but life has been better .. MUCH BETTER than jc days where stupid eff up girl messed my normal life and with weirdos tht thinks i am weird.

so i am sooo sick of looking a gazillion times of how some ppl trying to say to move on la , laugh at me la.. it feels so -____-lll

feels like kicking and punching someone.

which is why i suddenly wanted to take up taekwondo.

ok enough of my wants.

I AM A HAPPY GIRL BECAUSE PPL ARD ME LOVES ME X100 times more than i can give. which is wow...

thanks suf for all the effort,i will put in effort =)

JNZL