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WOO hoo~~
today i went to [SPOTLIGHT] at dohby ghaut.

by the way , i reached there at 9.45am!!

TAke note!! its 9.45am~

i waited outside(actually sleeping outside) for 20 mins before its doors were open. =.=

haha.. ppl will be like thinking. siao ah. go so early for what.

but seriously THANK GOD i went there early. cause i shopped altogether of 3hrs!

cause there were so many fabric in there tht i took quite a while for me to scan through all sections and find the corrct fabric and pattern.


by the way , the deciding part took quite long as serously i wanted to find a silk black cloth and was deciding if i shld take the cheaper one or the exp one.


cause both feel almost the same except the exp feels softer and nice to the skin..
so i guess as everyone expected, i chose the exp one!


all cloths , i bought 1/4 m of them. exp can! the black elastic bands and the 2 cloths cost $10 liao.

the smallest stuffing bag(which is actually damn big) cost $6

the most exp thing gotta be the RIBBIONS!! knn I THINK THE TOTAL COST OF THE RIBBIONS IS LIKE $12?!

i was like CRAP! but o well, wat to do?

actually , i was afraid of buying the wrong stuffs for the matching of the fabric so i bought more. LOL.

BTW if u guys are wondering wth am i making, i am making an EYE MASK. yup!
wish me luck! and i so want a sewing machine!


my legs are aching from standing for 3 hrs staright. My head is spinning frm all the diff fabrics i see. and my mind is so tired due to lack of sleep.(2hrs)

because i had to plan what to design ma.
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h well , tomorrow need to go sch. SIAN OR WHAT!

"When you enjoy what you do, it is no longer work" -

Confucius

JNZL

damn nice movies

THESE 2 MOIES ARE FAB!!!

they are just super duper nice! initially i thought both of them are sucky as their short commercial film didn't attract me. watched with my mom at 10.45am for painted skin.

this story is very touching. it shows how a demon really fell in love and how she made sacrifices although is a stunning beauty. and guess what! to maintain her beauty , she must keep eating fresh hearts to keep her skin alive....

the 2nd movie, CONNECted watched with mom , san yi . this show can scare the shit out of you. not in ghost but exciting moments where u dunno what is the outcome . this is one damn good show for a thriller. it really gives you the frights.

suddenly, i felt so free. like seriously nth to do. i just feel as though i am waiting for my death penalty to be announced.yes yes yes , of course i am still paranoid. but my fears are almost very true!!

Today , i went to GYM , SWIM. didn't manage to cycle. AWWW..
next time when two person have a bike of their own. and of course one must know the way ard, then free time seems so fun!

haha.. ming en smsed me tht there are nice clothes at rainbow closet.(oops i forgot which webby)
anyway , will find out.

i also want JACKETS and blablabla..
ok now guess what i want. HAHAHAHA

oh oh!!! i TRIMMED my hair today at SUPERCUTS.
cut by deris. anyway , my fringe was too too long so i cut it! as i wish to haveLONG LONG hair, so must trim regularly.

btw, if u guys can't notice tht i have cut my hair, pls understand tht i went to trim trim!!! not CHOP OFF HAIR. so yeah.

MOTIVE: to keep hair long and in shape
agenda accomplished!

it will take me another 2 yrs to grow to my desired length. damn it! tht's LONG LONG time spent on waiting.

anyway, i got cut in my thumb while playing with a drink metal cap. u know those kind of things like can food , then the lid got sharp smooth edges?

this set me thinkin..
Like an enemy unknown , its takes a while to find out tht u are being harmed only when u start seeing blood gushing out frm an unknown wound. literally.

JNZL

exhausted

FINAL CHOICES FOR MY NEW BLOGSKIN.. PPL I LIKE THE 1ST AND 2ND. what do you think? hahahahahha
Today , was a long day. went many places .. oh ya the thirtysevendegrees at vivo city sells DAMN DAMN NICE JACKEts and pencil box.

shit i need to save so much money to buy:

1) CANON CAMERA powershot E1 at $319

2)sewing machine . shld be <$200

3) hair removin machine $109

4) $50 jacket S at tht shop! (on a monthly basis) wahahaha

5)a pencil box at thirtysevendegrees for $15.90

DAMN.
today ate a lot of cotton candy and BBQ BEEF plus i suddenly liked henna to be appeared on my hand. so paid $5 at the paya lebar/ gelyang there at night on the way hm.

I soooo want to visit the UNDERWATER WORLD. just grant my small wish can!

exams are over and i just feel numb. yeap.tht is wad will happen when u are unsure if u are gonna be retained.

i want to sew a single bed size quilt for myself as everyone i love. but i heard it takes time buying the materials. i am so gonna borrow books frm library abt this thing and start to look out for patterns tht i like!

this is gonna be a challenging task at hand =)

YOU ARE FUCKING UGLY AND YOU ARE NOT A SHINY BRIGHT DIVA.so dun act as though u are one joey. or else humans will crticise you to the max and ppl will hate you. oh wait. they already hated you. GOOD job!

JNZL

down down

I have always missed my deceased grandma.
i will always remember the patchwork blanket she sewed for me.when i was young, the blanket fit me just nice. just like a pair of warm arms embracing me, comforting and protecting me.

i now have a strong desire to learn patch work.
i want to make it for everyone!!
but i think it takes months to even make one.tht's why it feels so nice.
its the acculmulated love tht a person has for you.

1. someone talked to me in malay! this stupid old hag in sinma. i was looking ard and then she came up top me and blablabla in malay. i know she is trying to promote lipstick but i dun understand man.

so i told her. huh?then she repeated in maly.
then i say i dunno what you are talking. (actually i wanted to tell her to **** off as i was really in a bad mood)

then she said wad long-lasting lipstick. of course i said " sorry, not interested"

would u trust someone at an age of 50+ wearing red and glossy lipstick , with blue eyeshadow and eyeliner, mascara and hair tht say"perm went damn wrong" leading u to a lipstick tht she thinks its good.

goddamit!
promotional exams went really wrong.
if i were to retain or go to poly. please give me a warm hug and tell me everything is going to be fine wth friends ard"

i got so nervous that i had a really jia liat diarhrea in the morning. was damn angry with myself. kept entering the loo. i told you joey.

life is just going to kick ur big fat ass when times are really down and i was in panic mode.

well, its ok joey. u obviously know this is wad u deserve. still not happy?still wish and hope upon a pen tht can help u answer life?

keep dreaming and u wll get it. yes. just keep dreaming. don't touch down to reality. u hav been warned.

JNZL

last-min girl

TIME waits for no man..
why time doesn't wait for joey? =(

i am like a child takin her own sweet time to suck her lollipop .
my exams is a day away. i have not touch chem and econs i am finishing soon.

overnight for 2 days. a little tired man. but i must complete. i must must must finish everything by sun night. oh god please save this small girl.

phys , have not touch circular motion. so yah..the stupid thing is tht my maths only left 2 chapt and it is the last paper.

its ok joey. one week.

iwantthisgametocontinue.pleaseletmysmallwishcometruebysendingmeasmallmiracle.

depress?

i found another info tht says this camera worth S$319!!

wth happened to the $199.99 price? argh!! stupid sk nv research properply.
its ok at least now i know. -.-

today was suppose to be quite a chiong day. but my mood was totally destroyed by the montip girl who came to ask if i got pay for the hairband.

1) today , my mum bought it and the person even gave her a new one. like wth.
2) so i went into the shop again to look for new stuff to buy like badges , bags, etc la. (without wallet)
3) so she thought i steAL.. fuck. and i did not steal the shiny band can! well at least i did not steal tht!

made me fucking paranoid and i lost focus to the MAX. well , quite depressed suddenly. so unable to study. i could not even breathe properly. tht was how bad it got.

my body is getting weak. espically my mind and my poor heart.i shld start eating healthly as the life situation is not goin to make it any better.

THE DREAM..

had a freaking weird dream.
i suddenly dreamt tht i was in tpss and in a grp going to a magical land to seek for something . jeremey frm 4e1 was in and decided to back out. so our grp understands as it was a tough and dangerous mission.

then brian frm mjc was also in. when we were abt to set off, we just can't find him! then i went to ask jolene. she asked if i really want to know.i said yes. she ran, i think to show me where he hisd himself.

it was in a complicated library. because we need time, chong sian and a malay guy took others for a run while we find brian. i told them in the lib.

then suddenly, i heard brian voice sounding frm my head.

"WHY DID U TELL JOEY?! DON'T U KNOW SHE IS VERY INDECISIVE ? what if she told the rest?"
then i remembered jolene disappeared after running to the lib leading me. jolene kept quiet. i visualised yin mei. keeping brian accomapny.then suddenly jolene shoted to me to stop finding as they rather have friends who hug love and kiss them rather to have friends who antis them.

all i wanted was to ask how is him. i was so afraid he got kidnapped or something. then my head resounded u are not reliable remember the time after chinese oral? u said to alicia tht u didn't wan to go but ppl just need to push u a little to follow them. U DON'T HAVE A MIND OF UR OWN! not trustworthy!

yup tht's it. what a heart-wrenching dream. woke up , my heart was beating very fast. can't seem to forget this dream. as though this is wad ppl wanted to tell me all these while.

ah well , let's head back to books who will nv scold u a single word.=(

theveryreasoniamparanoidisbecauseireallydislikemyselfandisafraidofeverything

thecausemaybetoomanyscarsbeinginflictedonme.
i'msorry.
icantakenomoreshit..iamfrailandneedslotsofprotectionnow.
pleaseprotectme.
JNZL

i want it all!

the dickies pencil box whixh i can't seem to find anywhere tht sells it!!! stupid singapore !

i present to you CANOn powershot E1 10megapixels!!
designed for girls like us!! check out the cute price!

its only $200!! gonna save and get it!!

wans to buy sooo many things can!!

want to buy
1: the dickies bag at century with polka dots
2: dickies pencil box
3: hair accessories at montip
4: t-shirts at E-Hub!

my inspiration: I have discovered that our deepest most difficult lessons-as ugly as they are- make us learn something. I think something positive comes out of something negative always.

goin out

I WON THIS BY THROWING THE DARTS!!! i was like dam consistent can!!!!
well , nice pink handkerchief man.
DBS won this for me!! almost didn't win anything but phew~
lady luck was smiling and apparently his trajectory calculations were correct in DBS mind!thank god i didn't waste another 3 bucks. =)
Today was quite a happening day!
DIDN'T STUDY. ok i will make it up for tht. easy peasy

ok. main pt. today night went to this HUGE (i mean it!) PASA MALAM at gelay near paya lebar mrt.
apparently it is like chinese new year in china town. it was freaking crowded and stuffytoo! not mentioning ppl squeeze ppl.

went with DBS and his little bro. apparently it was the same age as my step-bro so quite easy to communicate as i already anticipated what stunts he wuld pull out to get my attention.

the superman clothes is nice can! wanted to buy more but no money.it just cost $10
well , the t-shirt was one size bigger but its ok. still wear liao look not bad!!

well , ate cotton cady! 2 boxes! yummy yummy.
his bro name was syafiq same as my cute cute guy friend in mjc where he kept scolding vulgarities. HAHAHA...

today i printed the phys , econs , chi and chem things frm ivle like free like that! still need to go to the photocopy shop to bind it!!! wtw!!!

JNZL

blogskins

i so in love with these blogskins. feel like chnaging mine after promos.
which shld i choose?

love you!

JNZL =)

clothes

please give me money to buy clothes.

body please quickly slim down all those fats so u can wear nice nice clothes...
someone please allow me to induldge myself in those cloes e-hub has on sales on lvl2 just outside ntuc.

legs please also quickly slim down so u can wear nice nice slippers also from e-hub lvl 2.

please slim down body cause eleen said u grew fatter liao.
someone pls force me to stop eattin so mcuh and exercirse with me in the gym pls.

cause joey wans to wear nice nice clothes.

joey sad! =(

hold me tight

Today was a very very very hectic day for me.

almost died for my eom. ming en shld know tht.

she disguised as an mj-cian and smuggled into my sch and the dumb security guard was fooled by us. cool or wad.

she even went to my classroom (1/4) of my classmates were there.
she bravely walked in. love her so much! rushed and think like mad for my eom. almost late for movie . by the way. [flowers] this movie was damn nice.

reached home, need to unpack many things into a new bag for running.
well , met him and did a walk-a-run-walk-walk to east coast.
talked many future lame stuffs and the most impt thing is tht we laughed and laughed.

at least the laughter was real. came out frm within. both of us naughty, kindda skip sch/work.
eh i am not cause really had flu and cough. ok wadever.

conclusion: we had total fun today and i had total fun with ming en too.i really like dogs.i really like baby breath.he really like roses!. alittlegaybutitsok.

i really love to visit jolene blog.really love to visit her bog!

now my present is so nice.hold me tight my friend.
please don't think that you are not impt to me. whatever i do , i will always be there for you. although you may not be there for me when i need someone to talk to , but its ok. the laughter we had, the small things we agree, the thinkings we have. all these little moments make me stronger by the day. we may not be twins but we are similar.

remember , friendship is not about knowing all of your friend past.
it is to to aloow enough trust so tht person want you to know abt their past. i am so scared.
u are not vocal. i am not that enthu to share as i was bitten several times. our friendship is strong because we both have mutal understanding of each other character. in silence, you will know what i am thinking. in silence many thoughts are being exchanged. but darling. in silence many doubts are exchanged too.

we are both girls who understands. Tht's all i'm asking for. really. tht's all.

my heart warms in delight when i saw my form teacher face coming out to collect my eom.he waited. I may not know if he was checking if i was pon-taning school when he called my mum. but it's ok. i like to think +ve . he showed care and concern when i saw him. his small smile told me to take care. i smiled back trying to tell him thanks for everything.

many things were said in pure silence. but yet , i can feel so much.

can you understand me everytime i see you.
when you hold my hand and gave me a smile. did u see my small smile trying to tell you that i really appreciate you for meeting me and all the sacrificies you made in silence? i love you thanks.

to the boy who accompained me to cgh to study.
every plea i made to u was only rebutted back by the"i don't care and wth who do u think u are look" i felt so sad.

u said u dun mean tht way. but how come i keep feeling it tht way.sorry for me being nuisance whenever i called u to accompany me. i must be a pain in the neck. so happy u made time. u must be angered when i destroyed ur privacy. i'm sorry i forgot u were not like the past. you are a changed man now. u no longer allow me to browse through things. because of u, i really hate guys whom i treat them as best friends likes me. cause i saw how u responded. This is really irritating. just to tell u. ur words don't tally with ur actions. thanks anyway, cause maybe u tried. =)

i am trying so hard to find a listening ear now.cause i think someone whom i confide left me at the shelf.its dusty now. please give him a feather duster or a vacuum.

holdmetightlovelysweet friends.
you too, hold me tight. don't let go pls.

JNZL

u suck

seriously, you u have nothing to show off because YOU SUCK , then you bloody hell stop insulting ppl like you dun feel anything.

if there is the one thing you shld do , you shld think before u speak or else you are just like rubbish thrown into this stupid world and only a (better than noob) badminton player. since you can't get into the olympics and i doubt u can coach with tht fucked up character , then sadly u are not contributing to this world.

so my mood was spoilt when i talked to ck at mac when i saw him. you just have to talk rubbish tht my brain does not need to hear and i got so angry tht i decided to head home.

well done.
one more thing .i dun freaking care if u read this post cause u probably don't and tht the fact everyone says u suck, i must agree tht u really really suck.

and if u can't study , why bother forcing urself into a 3yr course jc .u shld go into some intense counselling section. ok. wadever.

JNzl

FLOWERS iluv

WHITE CALLA lilies
The meaning of white Calla Lilies is "magnificent beauty."

white tulips

Tulips in general mean the perfect lover

Baby's breath

RED tulip

Red tulips are a declaration of love

baby's breath in high defination

Babys Breath Meaning: Pure of heart; Innocence'

assorted colours of baby's breath

I LOVE BABY'S BREATH. they are always the ones who are missing the spotlight!! but it adds an angelic touch to all flowers!! tht's why they add them into a bouquet.

tulips are gorgeous too!! one day i may sell flowers. hahaha.. nah.. income too little. =.=
The white lily means it’s heavenly to be with you while the yellow lily means I’m walking on air. Did you know that the day lily is the Chinese symbol for mother. The tiger lily means wealth and pride.

yellow tulip means there is sunshine in your smile.

so girls ..

start choosing what flower u like now!

love all of u!

jnzl

hand-puppet

isn't this white tiger cute and adorable to the MAX?!
yup yup. its damn nice man.

sometimes when you are lonely , you stare at it. It looks at you with those sweet blue eyes and you know you just hav to buy him.
today studied at airport.

productivity is 0%
cause studied with the wrong person. but the time was well-spent and both of us had FUN FUN FUN!!!

ok. gonna save money $$ to buy anothe ear-piece for someone's present!!!

BY the way I OFFICALLY DECLARE THAT I SIMPLY LOVE TULIP AND BABY BREATH!!!!

yup yup. so now i finally know what flowers i love.
oh , if u are thinking of givin me lillies, i wun mind.

So lovely girls out there, dun you think its time to know what flowers you love best?

OK , i know i gotta study. ming en is stressed. so am i. BUt i am not doin anything abt it.
i am goin to make it up by studying now. i shld hav studied with ming en. damn.

OH BY THE WAY I FOUNF MY WATCH!!!thanks to shang fa, my PW grp member for finding it at his hse and return it back to me!! =)

ishalllearnhowtobakecakesafterpromos.

whenlifeseemssosmoothsailingtoyouwhatwouldyoudo?
willyoubeafraidtoloseeverythingyouhave?
metoo...

JNZL