hold me tight

Today was a very very very hectic day for me.

almost died for my eom. ming en shld know tht.

she disguised as an mj-cian and smuggled into my sch and the dumb security guard was fooled by us. cool or wad.

she even went to my classroom (1/4) of my classmates were there.
she bravely walked in. love her so much! rushed and think like mad for my eom. almost late for movie . by the way. [flowers] this movie was damn nice.

reached home, need to unpack many things into a new bag for running.
well , met him and did a walk-a-run-walk-walk to east coast.
talked many future lame stuffs and the most impt thing is tht we laughed and laughed.

at least the laughter was real. came out frm within. both of us naughty, kindda skip sch/work.
eh i am not cause really had flu and cough. ok wadever.

conclusion: we had total fun today and i had total fun with ming en too.i really like dogs.i really like baby breath.he really like roses!. alittlegaybutitsok.

i really love to visit jolene blog.really love to visit her bog!

now my present is so nice.hold me tight my friend.
please don't think that you are not impt to me. whatever i do , i will always be there for you. although you may not be there for me when i need someone to talk to , but its ok. the laughter we had, the small things we agree, the thinkings we have. all these little moments make me stronger by the day. we may not be twins but we are similar.

remember , friendship is not about knowing all of your friend past.
it is to to aloow enough trust so tht person want you to know abt their past. i am so scared.
u are not vocal. i am not that enthu to share as i was bitten several times. our friendship is strong because we both have mutal understanding of each other character. in silence, you will know what i am thinking. in silence many thoughts are being exchanged. but darling. in silence many doubts are exchanged too.

we are both girls who understands. Tht's all i'm asking for. really. tht's all.

my heart warms in delight when i saw my form teacher face coming out to collect my eom.he waited. I may not know if he was checking if i was pon-taning school when he called my mum. but it's ok. i like to think +ve . he showed care and concern when i saw him. his small smile told me to take care. i smiled back trying to tell him thanks for everything.

many things were said in pure silence. but yet , i can feel so much.

can you understand me everytime i see you.
when you hold my hand and gave me a smile. did u see my small smile trying to tell you that i really appreciate you for meeting me and all the sacrificies you made in silence? i love you thanks.

to the boy who accompained me to cgh to study.
every plea i made to u was only rebutted back by the"i don't care and wth who do u think u are look" i felt so sad.

u said u dun mean tht way. but how come i keep feeling it tht way.sorry for me being nuisance whenever i called u to accompany me. i must be a pain in the neck. so happy u made time. u must be angered when i destroyed ur privacy. i'm sorry i forgot u were not like the past. you are a changed man now. u no longer allow me to browse through things. because of u, i really hate guys whom i treat them as best friends likes me. cause i saw how u responded. This is really irritating. just to tell u. ur words don't tally with ur actions. thanks anyway, cause maybe u tried. =)

i am trying so hard to find a listening ear now.cause i think someone whom i confide left me at the shelf.its dusty now. please give him a feather duster or a vacuum.

holdmetightlovelysweet friends.
you too, hold me tight. don't let go pls.

JNZL