LAZY.

tht is the only word i can summarise all my feelings, my pain, my confusion and my life.
well of course these few horrible days were not THAT horrible.

UPDATES!

1) i chopped my fringe! and it cost only $5!at JYJY.

2) i finally bought a new real specs after a long process of selection with rudi. it cost $280. best bargain.

3)rudi has astigma!

4) TOMORROW will be the start of my competition!
omgosh!

next , i would like to confess

that i am now so in love with wedding gowns.
yup! not wedding in whole like the planning, cakes blabla..

but in bridal gowns!
omgosh, i can even imagine myself being a designer.
i am so into it that up till now, i got 6 brides magazine!

[i think i wipped out ALL magazines that is abt wedding gowns, like literally.]
and it cost me $40. -.-

but since i am so passionate abt it. i don't see why i can't spent that money on mags.

btw, in this era, i am rather sure that most girls in singapore dun even know what will their weddings be like or what their wedding gowns they would love!

mostly because they dun bother cause its too far away.
but the moment i flipped a page on brides, i was so messerized by the wedding gowns that i am sure i will probably buy one when i grow older...

I MEAN.. LOOK THAT THOSE few photos of wedding gowns!

how could u possible deny them huh?

its all abt the details baby. details. i seriously think simple wedding gowns shld be ban. i mean , u would want to wear one whole farbic on urself? and maybe tie a ribbon ard ur waist and ta da, a wedding dress?

probably not.


i love wedding gowns!
o btw, since i was so mesmerized by wedding gowns, i even know what kind of ring i would get!!

its the Gabrielle diamond.
His diamonds are sold exclusively at German jeweller Charlotte Atelier in Ngee Ann City and Suntec City Mall in Singapore.

i think my diamond ring will be none other than his.
its so brillant than even by looking at it at the display makes me feel that such a wonderful guy that made this brillant diamond of 105 facets

p/s: normal diamond has only 58 facets
=))





JNZL

mr G, S and edward

this is so uber random post.
BUT! IN random blog hops, i found a teacher's blog!
well, not my ultimate eye candy teacher, cause i think i spent 3-4hrs on the computer searching, yahoo-ing, googling, wadever u name it.

GOD DAM IT. I still can't find any thing related to him...

i wanna cry already la.is he like isolated from the social net working system or what.

and i have made a failed attempt to search for my eye candy guy which i blabbered to rudi and m.e a dozen times.

more to rudi i guess. hahaha... i can't find him too! why doesn't he has a freaking blog?
well, i spent 30 mins blog searching can't find any, if i got the time, i think i will google him hahaha.

but i found his class!

-.-

yeah, i dun go notice such details abt him cause we'll always run into each other in the morning.so i will just probably stare at his gorgeous neat and clean face features and his charming smile (when he smiles) while eating my sandwich and then back to reality.

he is from 08***1. woo hoo..


found ying mei blog too.she like quite emo.

i think i will just memorize those ppl who are in tht CCA and search for them.

but the thing is, those ppl i know who are in the same cca have NO BLOGS or wadever too. -.-.

how to research like that.

the feeling of finding such stuffs makes me so dam happy.

and i read the teacher's blog.
SIAN. i think i must memorize the whole phy dept teachers name so tht i will know who the hell he is talking abt. -.-

DID U ENJOY EDWARD PHOTOS?

wa, i tell u if he was anywhere near me, i would have like tilted my neck and say.

"OI. bite me lei" hahahaha

i just like the character and the person who acted edward was pattison, but i dun really like his real life though.

EDWARDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!

JNZL

maths!!!

OH MY GOD! for those who are as blur as me.
STATS compromises 40% of our A level Paper.
AHHHH!!!

AND to think that it was just some normal topic!
i enter lects listening to the lect mumbling numbers and me copying.
zero understanding. and i am serious. but after my tution,i sort of see the light to it. =))

well, 2more mths to mid-yrs. pls do it joey.

=(
JNZL

jolin videos

sudden interest in her. =))

stupid boxy

IT IS NOT FUNNY AT ALL TO INSULT SOMEONE ELSE SCHOOL

OR SOME ONE ELSE TEACHERS.

IT IS NOT FUNNY AT ALL U IDIOT.


what's ur problem of rebutting me in whatever i post.
get ur marking system right first.
anw, RJC GOT92% and hwa chong had 82% !!!
so yeah according to ur analysis, RJC Sucks and hwa chong sucks cause the dunno how to differentiate. so only ur sch rocks cause only 30% got A.

btw VJC shld sucks to u too. but if they all suck, shldn't ur sch be like the top JC? u dun make any sense.
ya la ya la. ur sch top few. the NJC getting higher percentage than ur sch also not top few la. their teachers sucks and are all dumb cause they dunno how the hell to differentiate.

can u stop putting ur sch as god no matter wth percentage u get? everybody is happy when they got their As. so why must YOU always be the cold blanket.

when i talk abt facts do u always have to interfere?
can wth, can u please stop doing such personal attacks?!!!!

LIKE WTF, GROW UP!
can U STOP INSULTING MERIDIAN JC.

just because we r constantly improving . there is fucking no need to insult my teachers right??
wth is wrong with them trying very hard?

at least they are doing something to help us improve right?
they work their ass off to help us. wtf is wrong with tht!?
wth we can't improve our standards?? wads wrong with u.

i am not irrational. think abt it. if i were to say ur teachers are trying too hard and end up getting u guys such grades? are u happy?

wads the point of a sch if their aim is not to let their students get into a uni?
so u enter a sch knowing tht teachers arn't helping u to fight for a chance to get an A?
zzzzzzzzz...

argh its dam irritating.
see M, I Told u this would probably happen. although not the correct person but i told u so!
i clicked the close button when i saw the first word. then u still go open again. but with music, it helps.

haha. i so expecting another rebuttal. but with u ard to help me post.
it becomes so much fun. well, at least i was not fuming . so thanks.

jnzl

quiz

this quiz is just me trying to stuff my lifestyle in your face. i will be more than happy if u dun read it. i am even hesitating to post it.cause i think it makes my blog ugly. -.-


Where is the person you miss most?

in bed

What's your current problem?

- laziness

Who was the last person to smoke a cigarette in your prese​nce?

- a stranger.

What sport do you enjoy watching?

-bowling, running, pingpong

Do you find tattoos attractive?

- definetly

Who was the last person you were in a car with?

- a taxi driver

What were you doing at midnight last night?

- sleeping.(for the first time)

Do you fight with your parents often?

- every single secs that my mom talks it's probably us quarreling

Are you excited for anything?

- going out to study with rudi but apparently he is sleeping

What's the greatest thing that happened today?

- holding a one month old baby tht everybody thinks that she likes me the best.

What do you currently hear?

- my air con blowing

When and where was the last time you had your haircut?

- 2 mths ago

Do you wish someone was with you right now?

- yeah! edward and my fav ss501 young seng or mingen !

Is someone on your mind right now?

-yeah! rudi cause he ps me.

What was something you disliked about your day?

- the stress lvl just to watch a movie.

How does your hair look now?

- let down

Is there anyone you would like to get things straight with?

- probably no. its been kinda settled long time ago.

Are you sleepy?

-nope.

How's your heart been lately?

- fast

Did you ever see the movie Pearl Harbor?

- nope.

Can you say all 50 states in alphabetical order?

- wait. do i have a help line?

Do you love to cuddle?

- yeah!

Is the last person you kissed older than you?

- no i kiss small guys. -.-

Do you know anyone that lies alot?

- yeah me.

How was this week?

-not THAT bad

Guy you can tell everything to?

-sk, marcus

Is there anybo​dy that you trust 100%?

- ming en , sk, rudi ,

What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?

- in the bed sleeping !

When was the last time you cried?

- today before meeting rudi @ ntuc

What is something you currently want?

- more time

Who was the last person to text you?

- sy jia

What was the best movie you have seen in the past two weeks?

- knowing sucks. so it's gotta be SNIPER

Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?

- yeah i do! but so few ppl call me @ night. they normally bombard me smses and me lazy to reply

Who was the first person you heard on the phone today?

-rudi

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?

- yeah.

Have you ever dyed your hair?

- nope.

Anything good happening tomorrow?

- well, its not a 100% no though

pw

firstly, i just soooo happy that MJC WON ALL OTHER JCs
ALL ALL THEM ! hahaha

for all those top JCs, it is like In Their Face!!
wo hoo

AROUND 95 per cent of Meridian Junior College (MJC) students scored As in Project Work, making their school the top performer in the A-level subject this year.

The school beat top JCs Hwa Chong Institution, which had 85 per cent distinctions, and Raffles Institution (Junior College) which had 92 per cent distinctions.

plus other info i got from my friends was like 30% As for TJC, 220 ppl in SAJC for As, and like 31.5% for tpjc. the rest i dunno.

i was also shock that TJC dropped a lot. it was like a lot of ppl was talking abt it, wondering what went wrong..even my dad tells me too .

i was hopping for joy when i know our sch beat so many man. like our teacher said.
we can look smug and be arrogant back to those snobbers.wa hahaha


its not been an easy win. the journey was like an iron-man event.
i must totally give credits to my grp leader shawn who gave me the spark to work real hard or even harder cause i was working hard already.in a different way though.

thanks to sf for all those consoles and smiles tht never failed to make me giggle.
and to wj who is like the meditator. hahaha

anw, whatever it is, like wad sf said.
A for Animation!!

guess what, some ppl may think differently, but i really think tht
WE TOTALLY DESERVE IT.

like TOTALLY.

we are not selfish people man. only maybe those minority are or its just plain rumour with no grounds told you so.
suck it up and move on.

JNZL

songs i love

after a long chat with sk. i felt so much better. i guess this is what really good frends are for. u dun need frequent contact . its like nv drifting apart after so long.its like still the same concern for u no matter what happens.

oh god. what can i ask for more?thanks.
oh btw, i uploaded these songs as these are my favs!

actually, i happened to click on serene's listography and listened to every single song she listed. i mean there must be a reason why these are her favs, and i picked some out as my favs! hahaha giving credits to her though. =))

the songs are arranged according to my FAVOURITE!
first being my most loved song and last being my normal fav kinda song. =)))

















JNZL

home?

HOME? home sweettt home?

what does a home really mean to u?
a mere shelter, a place to hide, to enjoy the warmth of ur family?

home is just a shelter over my head for me.
nothing else. its funny when i have to get out of my house in the middle of the night like 11pm just to study.

its even funnier that i can thought of no where else , then follow blindly to r void deck.
i think heaven is mocking me.

when it rains, a foul smelling odor overwhelmed me till i feel like puking
and only managed to finished summary on carbonyl.
what a shit feeling i have right now.

TOMORROW is PW results day!
if i get anything less than A, i might as well quit sch.
well, normally i always think getting a pass would be alright. but this time, i felt confident enough to aim tht high. i expect nothing less.

as PW is something i truly truly poured my efforts on.

believe it or not. i cried over an incident of PW. tht is how much it means to me.
JNZL

wordpress

yo people. i maybe moving to wordpress.

due to inspiration from delicia. haha i have found wordpress quite interesting.
actually due to one fact tht it can lock posts is ULTRA-COOL!
ha ha.. i have already got a blog at wordpress le.

its called... ha ha dun tell u. but it is very thought-provoking to me.

i am still considering my odds.
Until i get familiarize with it, then i shall announce my blog address. till then, blogger is still the way to go!
JNZL

push!

u know sometimes, when ppl push me . i will be like! (why u push me?!)"those sad faces"
i bought this adorable leopard on impulse. because i was pissed off.

so i just saw anything insight and i grabbed its head and purchase it.there.now it is stuck with me.

so i'm just introducing my new toy to all of u.
poor thing.i think i squeezed its face a billion times cause i was angry.
i think all soft toys tht lands in my hand are pretty suay.

haha. enjoy ur stay "pokey" tht's what i called it.
oh well, its face suits the name right? HAHAHAHHA
JNZL

wrong love dance

u know, when u dance, u must follow a certain kind of steps to make your performance a fab one.
its like you choreographing ur own dance steps and dancing your very own special dance.

for now, i think i am pretty bad at that in my L life.
its just chaos and ppl looking at me think that i am drunk of something.
i'm sorry .but just remember i love you 7 or 11 or 9.

its just not right. the more i try to dance the more the audience boo.
so i shall stop. take a bow and retreat for now.

i think a time-out would be nice for now.
now, take your bow and exit please.
JNZL

time-table

haha i am showing my face!!
this is because i am so proud of myself that i went to planned a timetable from Monday to Sunday!

i am going to show this to Alvin tomorrow night for supper i guess ,since he was too tired tonight.
i think due to the excessive waiting for me on msn to finish this time-table.
BUT! its worth it boy! =)))



its like a real time-table. not those you write what topics u r gonna study a day before but this is till mid-yrs. i hope it works! (cross fingers)

SUCCESS never felt so satisfying!!
hahahaha

i got three copies! one for myself , one for "sulaiman" [i hope he appreciates it]

and one for whoever who wants it. =.= actually its just a spare copy. hahaha


JNZL

nv wake up

sorry to all those that held high hopes on me.
but i did it again!!!

i tried to wake up. but i just didn't happen.
arghh. stupid me.

=(((((
JNZL

convo wit mr hafiz

oh my gosh.
TPSS people, i msn-ed Mr Hafiz!!!!!!!!!!

ahhhh!!! 2nd time in my life and i am sooooo dam honored that he replied!!!
a cut of our conversation:

JOEY says:
my phys has never passed before
JOEY says:
they keep telling us to internalise our notes first , but i not even sure if i had internalise

Hafiz says:
internalise means understanding a qn rather than finishing them all

JOEY says:
but after i see the answers, i always assume that i understand the question


Hafiz says:
go for the simplest basic qns 1st

JOEY says:
so how do i know when i have internalise the question?

Hafiz says:
when you can see the answer making sense

JOEY says:
you are the best man!! hahahaha why haven't i thought of that!

Hafiz says:
hehe...well because suddenly this made sense to you.

i need some common sense!!
quote of the day" internalise= when you can see the answer making sense"

that's so cool la.
pai sei. i like can suddenly see the light.
JNZL

many many things

this pic shows all the stuffs that has been happening!
every single photo has shown what i have been doing. shopping, crying, loving hopeless etc etc
oh my gosh.

my life is really happening with all the sudden vomiting and those diarrhea.
with all the results coming back my brain is also trying to force something into me.

my brain is telling me: WTF ARE U DOING ?! 1WHOLE WEEK BABY. u have absolutely done nothing but copying others homework. which is kinda cool isn't it?"sarcastic tone"

and why the hell are u still shopping and going out dating? are u nuts?if u are then quickly eat them up! cause for a zillion time, time is N-O-T on your side cute girl.
so start setting up some serious rules and boundaries!!

lock yourself in the room or library ALONE. dun gay kiang please.
and one more thing. JOEY NG ZI LIN! don't u realize something?

all the actions you have done are the things losers will do! remember? that's wad u said in sec 4 to SK man. that's what u define as a loser. great joey. now u are a loser. happy?!


BUT! i am really happy that i went out with bestie today!
its so nice to go out with her, doing stuffs that are soo dam random.

but that's what that i love about her! randomness. hahaha
thanks bestie!! =))
i finally bought this yoga mat!! =))) colour chosen by me and m.e +)


thank you rudi for buying me this! u made a failed attempt to get this but u succeed in the end! 3 cheers to you =))

to end off, my brain thought of all that. yup. so i gotta set some strict rules.

life going to get better if my attitude changes 180 degrees. watch me baby.


JNZL

BOWLING

[I HAVE BEEN BOWLING] x 2000 billion

hahaha. i have been chosen to represent sch in A divs! woo hoo!
anyway, i have been training non-stop.

tues-training
wed-league 4 games non-stop(almost died when my sparing sucks)
fri-going to bowl

my A divs is like on 27th april. hope i am not wrong.
even during econs lect i was like bowling bowling. why i never strike why why why.
how i can improve my release etc etc..

my mind was like goin mad.
and guess what?! for my league, my average was 139! tht's dam nice for me man.
my highest was 164 i think. girls ma.

i am so happy that the line i learned frm sj and the position was altered by my captain works quite well!!

conclusion: I MUST LET IT GO !!!!LET IT GO !! LET IT GO!!!

JNZL