melanine ronald and cherry chocs

 after LAUGHING LIKE GILA with melaine on viber it just makes me so happy and miss those random calls from friends just to talk and laugh. doesnt matter when or if u have no topic to talk about.

this is my most HUMAN MOMENT. we were talking literally nonsense. but these nonsense will be memories which will always be in my mind. laughing is destressing laughing relieves you from many things. makes u a much more happier or crappy funny person.

dragon = no brains.
i always laughed with my tutees about funny stuff. life shld be treated seriously but in times when you are so caught up with studies or work. laughing at anything is just better than nothing.

after those laughing moments, i watched so many youtubes. inkigayo and updates frm my subscribes.
i am loving this sad emo nemo song.
maybe its the impossible that makes the heart breaks. maybe its the fear of losing something which you treasure which doesnt even belongs to you makes my heart sinks a little. maybe its the fear of being sunk in thoughts that makes me study so hard. maybe its the longing that i fear so i choose to escape and not thinking about it. maybe its the fear of all of them tgt may just as well eat me inside out so therefore, i always put all my thoughts on hold and been escaping .

i never ever wanted to escape this much in life. the usual occupy urself with work and never feel sorry for yourself. in life there are always irrtational thinking which may just ruin oneself and the rationale part may just refuse to sink in no matter how irrational the thoughts are. thoughts are just thoughts and dreams are really non existent.

if all i could ask for was a wish. i would wish that i had wiser when i was younger, now and forever.
because the wise ones always always always know what to do. cherry chocs =)
JNZL