Sunday, December 4, 2011

until the day i get married, i can nv fulfill this wish

after watching ojakgyo brothers.

it just seems like yesterday when the time i first dropped tears when i ate at my friend's ai hui house. they were having dinner and i joined them, eating scallops with rice and soup and some other dishes.

it wasnt because the food was outstanding but because their family was too warm and close-knited that even their family dinner feels so warm. i was filled with a mixture of sadness and something else.
knowing that, i swear i will be a responsible parent when i get married and have a child. and have 4 kids!

well, that is if i would want to be in one anw, since i have learnt rls brings the worst out of me. nth good came out or rather i turned into a selfish bitch and ya da ya da. maybe i am just not meant to be in one. everything good just disappears. all my good points just vanished and of course so came the bad points.
JNZL

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