everytime

its in my blood.
its in my DNA.

Maybe GOD ACTUALLY wanted me to be fat so as to prevent me from committing moral values crimes.
come to think of it, not being fat makes me feel so free to do whatever i want and without caring about consequences.

oh my.. tht really doesnt sound good.
although i am trying real hard to see reality as what it is and not trying to read those vague lines once again.
because i know if i weren't fat, those blur lines may have been oh too obvious by now.

i live to be happy but sometimes, things that makes me happy disturbs others.


JNZL