when i just felt all choked , i just cldnt stop the sobering and i had to do it silently.
just like those stars, twinkles twinkles.
this time i just had no one to share it with. i was like stuck with no options i guess. dont want to be insulted that i am weak currently and didnt think ppl know how it feels.
it was a stress reliver which is necessary unless i cld scream but silent screams are always the loudest .
envy not. make the most i have and preserve the ones i lost.
fate decides what i'll face, but i decide how it will go.
since i am struggling all my conflicts internally, i am just glad someone helped me along .
maybe he heard my silent tears when i was choked with them. when i cldn't produce any sound w/o sounding like i am havin an asthma attack. when all i cld say was just these few words, he understood well.
i always trust my intuition, its like gift to me. its always right, until i pause and analysis and make the decision then it will turn out wrong.
believe that all negative hurdles are there for me to overcome which i will anyway.
like as if i had a choice. because i would always remember the teachings.
"You will never know how strong you can be until being strong is the only choice you have"
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