coffee

i am sort of tired now.
a week has finally passed and i'm glad i survived it with some minor scratches here and there.

my classmate weijie has made my mind keep reminding me to study study study!!! but i kept thinking abt bowling due to my incompetence.

well, a great man starts by waking up when the alarm goes off.
to me life is.. a slight curve.a little topsy turvy here and there and, wondering how much a smile can affect someone.

i'm so happy when my classmates smile at me. deprived or whatever.
when my bowling mates smile and laugh with me, i feel so happy.

the feeling is so great.
i like the feeling of drinking a cup of hot coffee and looking at a window.
thinking tht the future is gona turn out fine is such a relieve.
JNZL

when all love is gone

when you know that you need that rain cloud to survive, u depend on it.
when its gone. its like you have officially died.

nowadays, i have heard of so many breakups here and there and everywhere.
sometimes, the guys are just a stupid bastard.

when love reaches a point when it hurts so much.
you will be wondering how could those sweet moments pass by just like that.

love.what a noble thing.
love makes a fool out of everyone.
love makes sacrificing so normal.

now, love is gone.
so, who's the stupid idiot that said love was eternal.
i will go slap the face of tht person.like seriously.
when u are in love. this is how you run and walk.
this is what your life looks like when all love is gone too.
irony isn't it?

well, hope u all understand what i mean.
LOVE. what a word... =)

JNZL

songs

HALO BY BEYONCE
THIS song is sooo beautiful, although i still think that leona lewis will sing this better.

anw, i like beyonce looks.like those u would see when she is nt wearing makeup and just chatting at home.it looks soo..i dunno my vocab too CMI. -.-

so when u do have time, go see k. i can't copy the video. -.-



i like this song since i heard it frm my class blog. its cool. =))
JNZL

you've rest enough

YOU HAVE REST ENOUGH.

on Sunday. i practically slept frm 2am to 5pm.you can call me the sleeping god.
BUT, i continued to sleep because i wanted to continue dreaming.there was a dream which i seriously want it to continue. so i continue sleeping.

the dream continued.
i was puzzled after the dream just won't continue anymore which is after FIFTEEN HOURS of sleep.i guess those in comma must have a very long dream.

anyway, i hope this sinner dream won't come true. i felt so guilty dreaming abt it.
its like cheating.

but today was a good day, except for moments where i doze off.it was a GOOD DAY
.
its like after sleeping and sleeping for three consecutive days, i'm all power packed to face those wicked weekdays. +)

PS: hey Alvin leong! I've received your biscuits! it dam nice! my classmates said they were nice too! thanks =))

JNZL

shopping bagpacks

JOEY IS HAPPY SHA LA LA LA LA.....
Due to the recent events of me falling ill from FOOD POISONING and all the vomiting and fever plus headache ... with that, i missed

1.bowling(shucks, everybody will think i purposely dun wan go de )
2.fri class(due to vomiting -.-)
3.sat road race( vomit until sleep )

=((( i ate canteen food plus Maggi on Thursday only can!!!!!!!!!!!
oh the shit did i get food poisoning.. Na bei.

well, i was well enough on sat noon to go out with my dearest Ming en to shop for bag packs.
plus i watched "he's not that into u"..

PLUS I FINALLY BOUGHT MY TEXTBOOKS.
so i can conclude that today is a good day. finally.


we were choosing bag packs until like no one business. we dunno try how many bags and we kept thinking if the other was nice if we "decided" to buy one.

so everyone got different bag pack frm the original decision other than me.
rudi finally got a black one(standard -.-)
ming en got the DIZZY one which is the bag shown below.

rudi actually wanted to buy the dizzy bag too. but i think it really doesn't suit him.
so he got the black instead.

i am very happy today. ming en and rudi are the ULTIMATE combo to make me laugh my ass off.
so , yup. even though i have to see miss chua for my attendance but all is worthwhile and mr lionel lye for asking me why i never come for the fri and road race, i'm just going to give him my mc and hopes he wun give me any more trouble than what i'm in now.



ain't my 2 bags chio??

JNZL

RASH

RASHES PLEASE PLEASE GO GO AWAY !!!!

omg. this whole 3 week must be driving me nuts!!!!
i have being having rashes for the past 3 weeks and my whole upper thigh is like going to be covered with scars all over!!! my shoulders and my back..

i am 100%%%% sure this is due to the friction of my under garment, cause it happens ard that area.
WAD EVER.. i dun give a shit if u think this is inappropriate,i am like scratching like a fucking monkey and this really sucks

STUPID FUCKING HOT BLOODY WEATHER..

stupid stupid. and bloody hell. tomorrow i am like going to mass run!?

like wth, WON'T I BE COVERED WITH BLOOD ALL OVER MY BODY DUE TO THE EXCESSIVE SCRATCHING?!

ARGHH! my fingernails covered in blood. blood stains all over.and if u wonder why in class or lect u smell medicated oil, cause i dun Noe what else can stop me frm scratching!!

u know i always dream tht i can just cut off my skin and a fairy will replace me a brand new skin.
i have been dreaming of tht like $^$^$*$&*$^$# times..

or sometimes, i imagine myself peeling my skin off frm head to toe.
i really feel like tearing my skin off right now..

i am goin to see doc since ALL MY STUPID CREAMS hav ZERO effect.. argh!!!
i am feeling DISGUSTED!


JNZL

final letter

dun u seriously think that i am sooo good to my mortal and angel?
as u can see, there are two presents.

the smaller one is for my mortal cause its like talking to the wall all these days. which made me real sad, but i still gave one final gift due to my generous nature(hahaha)

see my angel present is dam big?
well, cause the box of merci chocs he gave me were so nice and very timely.so i decided to be generous and bought him a soup bowl frm disney .not made of lastic pls. =)))

ppl may say i spent too much but hey! its not everyday u get to give ppl presents u see. and what's money when you can make tht person happy. (i hope)

money can always be earned back. no point being stingy and bring ur money all to the graveyard to burn . -.-

i think this puzzle i gave my mortal for the last day of"angel and mortal" event is damm damm nice.
and got link to me some more. see the small kangroo outline on the end of the puzzle?
KAWAIII right? i also know.

hey.. captain gave me a golden box of chocs.i love the ribbion. so i decided to put it on my teddy bear as a prize ribbon >.>

JNZL

valentine's day gifts

thats all i want to say for all those SWEET AND CUTE ppl who gave me valtentine's day pressie.

i want to thank m.e for packing those items with me,
thank valerie, alicia, jude,ALVIN Quek, rachel, Xue er, jolene&alvin hoe for all those lovely chocs and sweets!!!

well, alvin quek gave all the girls in our class a yellow rose. AWWWW... how sweet can this guy get right??

=)

thank you sy jia for personalising a hanger for me. tht was uber sweet of u.
well, cal and charles said they were going to give me mine on mon. yeah!! sweets keeps me awake!!!

well, i gave mine to quite a lot of ppl. more than i expected.

plus my seniors.
PLUS TEACHERS! of course there are 3 selected few which i really can't think of any reason not to give them. xD
JNZL

a dream is what your heart wish

i have had a dream. not sure to classify it under nightmare or normal dreams.
i dreamt of 4 ppl, mjc lect room 4, a room tht looks a lot like my grand dads' plus a restaurant.

but it is soo funny tht i can't stop thinking abt it since a day ago.
1st , i dreamt of valerie . we were talking abt where to eat or sort of celebrate. for what i also dunno.

next dr vaz was wearing white and came to talk to us. like friends and plus he was dam dam dam enthu abt going out which sort of freak me out in my dream.(YEAH WTH.. i still feel freaked out when i think of my dream)

then while me and val were talking, alicia pop in and she was also enthu. she seemed very happy abt it too..then she asked if we shld call X along too. i was like "er, dun la , later we dam awakard how?"

but she just heck me and just dialed her numbers on her hp and i sort of overheard him saying ok. (his tone was enthu too)

i was like GREAT! now i am gona be a loner freak.
then our dream shifted to physics lect and after it ended, dr vaz kind of like announce tht he was eating with us. (WTH RIGHT. -.-)then val or alicia turned ard and there sat X.

she asked me to ask him. then i said:"huh?! dun ask la. later will be real awakward with him u know."
he suddenly raised his voice in a buay ta han tone saying:" what u mean by awakard and inconvient."

then i also buay ta han i say: " no meh? u mean u will still feel alright with me ard meh? plus u dun think i stupid ok. i know u anti me and stuff so dun use tht kind of tone to talk to me pls.i never interupt ur life and pls dun interupt our peacful silence tht u and i share"

then i see his face a bit screwed up and i blurted out:" pls la, even in lecture, when u know u will be sitting next to me, u purposely let others pass or find an excuse to change pls.then got one time when u really cannot change and u sat beside me u think i dunno how awakward you feel meh? u even hit my stupid thigh with tht lect table when u swing it across ARGH!"

HE said:" if i really hate u and stuff, then why would i have this?!(shows a camera"my model" with all my pics in it"

i was stun and spechless.

scene moves to a restaurant and we ate pasta
"he was sitting opposite me and i was fumming, he was fumming too. he used his force to throw his fork on the table and said" i think i shldn't be here" and he left carrying his sling bag"

i was fumming and i thought to myself" told you not to ask HIM liao. see what happens?"

-dr vaz pops ups and console me. (wth is this)

dreams moves to other things which i can't really remember by now
something like i want to go to watch a performance and bla bla.

the impt point here is this is not the first time i dreamt of X.this is the second time i dreamt of him.(dr vaz and the others are just extras i think)

its not always a pleasent thing to dream abt him cause he is not some heart throb or someone whom i will fa hua chi on. he is just a sch mate which doesn't interact with me for some reason or so. and thus leading me to avoid himt too..

and it scares me why i dreamt abt him 2 times.
my 1st post abt a dream was him too. it feels wrong wrong wrong. and everyone who are close to me will know tht i fa hua chi on certain teachers and guys . but all those appeared in my dreams are not ppl tht i am mesmerized with until i dream of them.

argh!!! this is sick.and i feel sick to think abt this dream. its haunting me. stupid X. stupid stupid stupdi stupdi stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!






JNZL

valentine's day

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYBODY!!!!
woo hoo...


today, although i was ill, but i still met up with ming en to make all these lovely cookies!!
u think it was a piece of cake?

tsk tsk tsk...
i had trouble to even wrap those stupid cookies and worrying if the crumbs might fall on to the floor. -.-

but it was really enjoyable being able to prepare valentine's day present with my dearest ming en. and of course giving my mortal one.

SIAN tht i missed bowling. -.-
(wanted to see those juniors bowl, more curious abt the no. of ppl tht turned up.)

well, tomorrow i am gonna given my mortal his pressie and i've frm pei wen tht she and valerie received presents frm their angels too!!!

(why my stupid angel didn't give me =( ]
oh well, marcus gonna book out tomorrow. i'm giving him too! =)
JNZL

1st letter to mortal

I MUST BE THE BEST ANGEL TO MY MORTAL. >.<
i took lots of time to decorate k. (most of the time squeezing brain juices on how to do it.)

anyway, last time my mortal made my day with his lette. i hope i can make my mortal his day by my letter too!!!
=)

meeting ming en tomorrow yea!!!!!
JNZL

Cloudy

My life seems kind of cloudy.like a mist covering my vision.with me getting too caught up making ppl happy .not tht I hate it.but I think I should start finding other life pleasures.

Actually.I shld stop finding pleasures in life and start getting focus on my goal.I really hate myself right now for not being able to get my priorties right.AGAIN .

I will reflect on myself now and now tht I have done it.I shall wake up from my happy world and start tourturing myself with my oh soooo neglected books and notes. :(

Although not everybody is free to say jia you to me when I call them,I'm just glad ming en is still there.
Thanks for the study charm sweety!!!:)

I have found something to smile about :D

new monopoly

This has to be the best design packaging for monopoly! dun you agree?? classic yet STYLE!!!
plus its biodegradeable. -.-
but, monopoly has not been so style for decades!!

JNZL

paper bottles

Presenting to you, paper bottles!!!
cool isn't it?
it is made 100% out of paper & the secret for the coating? some sugar coating which is 100% bio-degradable!

i sooo like this concept. look at how it caps!

this seriously reminds me of milk bottles.
btw, if u wonder why am i so bo liao like got nth to do like that go and google such things out. this is due to GP. where i happen to stumble upon this page .

OH BTW. just to update u guys on current affairs, India is planning on launching a $10 laptop! but the details are not out yet so yeah.

so far its just wi-fi plus 2gb ram. but ppl are not hopeful abt it too..
=.=

actually i am just waiting for my friend to study together. but this paper bottle really fasinates me to the MAX MAX MAX!!!! =)

jnzl

EX-08S401

our 08s401 first batch is still ubbbeeerrr-kawaii!! =D

omshit

OH MY SHIT SHIT SHIT!!!!!

all the kan chiong ppl all swallowed all the eligible course with 24hrs.
and apparently i'm left with LIVE chinese

so i am gona be assign to it. (but i didn't sign up and let them allocate).-.-
By the end of this workshop students will have learnt / can :
this is wad i'm gonna be taught.

1.How to do a simple self introduction using Mandarin

2. How to say daily greetings in Mandarin

3. How to carry out simple conversations with friends in Mandarin

the god sake. if i entered this class, i might as well bombard those malays/indians with my lame basic chi and yeah keep doing my own work and be a stupid loner.

ARGHHH!!! LIFE IS JUST AGAINST ME.

sunglasses

INTRODUCING ADIDAS 160 sunglasses!!!
i bought it today at a discounted price of $240!it was $300 initially.

wee.. but i can like get it only next week, due to importing and stuff.

this shows i'm real serious abt joining.thanks to my dad who told me i need these stuffs, or else i wouldn't even bother. -.-

my dad even told me to get a cycling shorts. T-T alvin said it will be pricey.
i wonder if my dad can sponsor.HAHAHAHA

he can't go! dam it. he said he will be training for another marathon. ARGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

I HOPE I WILL LOOK AS COOL AS HIM WHEN I PUT IT ON!!!!

lastly, i was so sad when the specs shop person said its very difficult for me to find a sunglasses due to my SUPER UBER LOW nose bridge. =((

now then i realise it. like crap can!!!

JNZL

bikerally 2009

WOO HOO!!!! ME AND ALVIN ARE JOINING THIS BIG CYCLING EVENT!!!

this is uber -random. one min i was slacking another min i decided to join when vin asked me.

it is held on 15th march 2009.(sunday) apparently , this cycling event is to cycle ard singapore. we will be doing ard 128km altogether.more details @ http://bikerally.ntusportsclub.sg/

so its the same as cycling 320rounds on the sch running track..
but need to pay money man,

$20 for public. plus bike and helmet it would be like $40 altogether.

i'm surprised by myself tht i agreed to participate with him.so far only me and him join. i asked some of my frends. all say not free man.

i sms-ed my dad!

hope he and aunt lena will come!!

since he can run a marathon, blade 15km,run 10km ,i dun see why he can't cycle 128km.

crosses fngers.if my dad and aunty lena join, woah.. it will be so dam fun la.

apparently i didn't ask my mum cause i think if she manage to finish it, i wun have a mom by the next sunrise. -.- so better not give her any ideas tht she can pull it through.

hey people , if you are taking part and i know you, please tell me k.
it will be so fun!!!!!!

i hope bowling peeps can join too. but i predict they will all say see first then wun join =(

maybe calvin, sy jia and charles plus shun xiong will join??

asking xue er too

VROOM!!!!

jnzl