i want new 13'mac book so much!

i look like an ordinary girl now.
yeah. finally sent him off to bangkok.hope he doesn't catch any virus there.
waiting for my barack obama figurine to arrive. and my 3 pressies rudico promised.

feeling not sad not worried when i sent him off.
but just a sense of happiness tht he would be able to advance faster!

TODAY SAW VJ stranger-friend.
sooo coincidence. or maybe its fated!!! >.>(i wan to be his friend then my a lvl wld be whee~~)
yeah anw he got on bus 34 before T2. then when i board the bus i saw his face i was like OMG!!! AM I DREAMING...

k anw, we got down the same stop too! cool or wad girl.
then we took the same bus! i think he going to some friend birthday party or something .
saw him holding mini toons items.soft toy i guess.

then he stop one bustop before mine which is vann's stop.

while walking back, got this bunch of guys playing basket ball.
then while me holding my hot-pink mac balloon, they kept talking abt me , then while walking the way back trying to ignore their presence, they threw a basket ball in my direction and it landed infront of me.

i was like.am i suppose to pick it up for you since it was somewhere ard the path of the small kerb. i was like fine. take it up and i saw one guy like squatting down like shy shy like tht.

think they trying to play punk. but not the usual gang i see so yeah.heck care and continued walking.they kept calling me mac balloon although they keep saying wa cute ah got mac balloon, i was thinking.

of course cute la! i choose one please.not cute not pretty i hold for wad.but anw its over.


I REALLY REALLY WANT TO GET MY HANDS ON THIS NEW MAC BOOK 13'. NOW SELLING AT $2088.

i hope when i am getting it for uni next next yr, the price would be like 1.8k. so yeah!

JNZL

MAC

i am offically in LOVE love LOVE LOOOOVVEEE WITH MAC PRODUCTS!!!

today after going to BEST denki with ming en we saw a mac space and went to fiddle with their com and stuffs!! unlike other com! mac com are not locked! so we keep using the fuction and went gaga over them!

u know what! the web cam was fun too! remember ming en wad u said abt how it enlarge our AHEM!haha. hilarious or what!

i just came into terms tht my face is fat and big!

gonna srim down sooner or later.

its getting to big. i scared it explode.wahaha

I want to get mac ait initially. but crap! other than it is light (air) tht's all!!

there is not cd compartment!

i asked my IT GEEK or savy guy to ask if mac air was worth it. well, let me tell u. he said buying mac air is just to show tht u have money . tht's all.

the rest , still mac bk wins!!

my CANON E1 POWWERSHOT IS OUT!

went to see. it was nice and cute! but the person attitude suck like SHIT.

ap problem.

but the graphics , the colour like sucky.

so shld i buy? ??

JNZL

THIS is SWEET TO WEE!!

TODAY WAS A BLAST!!!
had lunch with mommy and daddy(winks to m.e)

thanks ming en for accompanying me.

we played with webcam and like make all of us look silly.

we were side by side and we were talking to the webcam in msn.you know what! there is minimal lagging..

then we went crazy again..talking to derick using webcam.

we were like WHEEE~~

well , the funniest things happen when we are together.

after the laptop auto hibernate cause of low batt, i when to take the charger to charge it la. then we wonder why the laptop still wun on.

i thought there was some technical problems with the laptop.

UNTIL... ming en pointed to me tht i didn't connect the plug to the adaptor.we laughed like one of a kind too...

this friend of ming en intro a online game

CLICK HERE

he say not scary.

at 1 ami played like 1 part only. it was freaking scary. its not like they use graphics to scare you. like real person tht's why they want u to have a webcam.

its was so scary.ihatescreammers! shoo!!

luckily ming en nv play.m.e call ur friend to give u his vir****** ah!! HAHAHA. =)

i hope rudico gets better frm his high fever.

=( i miss rudico already.

JNZL

a fake post

HE WILL BE GONE FOR 3MTHS STRAIGHT TO BRISBANE!
T-T

WTH MAN. seriously what the hell..
what the TOOT!!!

yeah! fuck off girly

ah yo. u know. in life there are ppl whom u will nv forget.
there are some who hurt u indirectly but yeah! hell to those! gonna leave them in my memories in like 1 yr?

yes joey. this is the attitude. just shut up and take some shit.
cause if u rebutt. DOOM AWAITS.

oh. i promise to myself not to be affected by miss ** post any.yeah! ignore tht missy presence.
well, at least P.D.N will do the same. right?! =.=THANKS FOR SUPPORTING ME!!
woo hoo~ at least i'm not alone.well since P.D.N can do it. i think i'm really very free think of the shit stuffs.

thnks sk for ur listening ear! thks for supporting me! although u may nt be crystal clear wad i was fed-up was. thnks for enlightning me! YOU ROCKS TOO K!

thnks ming en for studying with me these 2 days. we had a WOW~ of a time today!
u were so lame! remember ah. dun teach ur children da dao li.HAHA. jk la.=)

LZNJ

3rd fucked repost

ok. FINAL RE-POSTNG.
wadever decisions. leave it to the him k.

nt gonna bother already.
stop havin misunderstanding abt my post.

i am a complete bitch. yeah!!!
take tht for a change.

k pls stop disturbing me ALL OF YOU. fedup with how i look.
can my freaking face smile nicer! stop smiling bitterly like wad mr cia said.smile sweetly can stupid lips.

k wadever. mirror mirror here i come.shld i have a private blog?shld i make a private blog?
oi guys. comment lei.

QUIT?

firstly my cupboard is in a mess!!
I discovered it when i was looking for my chinese stuffs!

i really feel like quitting mj.
i just can't start up. still can't start revising! still sleep 10hrs a day.still stay up late till freaking LATE HRS.

lately, i have insomnia.the reason because i miss rudico voice!!
i need to hear it before i sleep. its already a habit!! HOW HOW HOW..

saw her at tm popular when i was with alvin. i was quite shocked when i saw her.
just wanted to avoid her seeing me at all cost. don't know why.
like what alvin say: someone whom you don't want to see?"
well, i guess the possibility of me patching with her is seemingly ZERO.
well don't wish too anw.

i edited my pp SLIDES for freaking 8hrs!!!with vanessa chia.
THANKS for accompanying me. and THANKS for introducing the nice bubble tea shop at 201 there. its called the cold rock or something.

jnzl

day before DBS leaves me for 10 days

SOMEONE PLS WIND ME UP!!
I JUST WANNA Q.U.I.T!!!

after my principal talk , i feel tht time is so so so LITTLE.
i need more. tick tock tick tock and there it goes...

TODAY, went ecp and cycle. horrible day but at the end it became alright.

almost like 10 days dbs will be aboard!!crap!
but i will treat it as intensive studying period.

well , obviously everyone is OILING up on their project work. me too!doin 2nd draft of I&R plus editing my Oral presentation slides.i need to start revising on all subjects. dam JC.

wad do u do when u just wanna hide away from reality.

ans: sleep it through at least for the time being..

i wanna study with M.E!

woo hoo!! 9nov!! its coming!! me and DBS went to ecp to see our pit.

it was NICE AND FAB!

to our right, we have no other pits besides us, a BIG BIG FIELD TO PLAY SOCCER!

infront of us is a CLEAN beach with NICE&SOFT sand.

well, to our left is a rock no.___(i dunno wad number)
omg. its fabulous!!!! PIT 57 AREA F!!!

can play soccer and frisbee and water bomb and etc like no one business!!!
let's us all look forward to tht day.

i wan to have a Double-suspension bike!
with rudico! so tht we can cycle our way to every place which is not like JURONG LA.
let's save ok!

JNZL

promoted to J2

yes! i've been promoted to J2!!!

tomorrow is my op dry run! cross fingers!!!

I HAVE BOOK THE PIT .BBQ IS ON 9TH NOV (sunday)

make urself free k.
pay$15 dollars ahhh.. our bbq pit is at area F PIT 57.

best place for bbqing.

JNZL

tough

my first draft of I&R was just.. TOUGH!
At first i dunno what to write, where to start. after 4hrs of doing I&R i'm just half way through it.
woo hoo~ at least its half -way right.

ok. sk here with me at T2. he pon lect!
well, 2nd wk, so ok right? HAHA.
ok joey start work..

JNZL

good steal

What a steal! today at T2 starbucks , i bought a present for Jiesheng.

it initially cost $16.90 but i got a $2 discount.

just because the starbucks manager took a bloody long time to find the code to type into the cashier.

COOL OR WHAT RIGHT?!

i'm just plain lucky today.just like how lucky u would find a 4-leaf clover!

=D

jnzl

life cycle

i feel blessed when u hug me.
can u interpret how i feel..dreaming, eyes closed. refusing to open yet i smile because someone said my smile could lit up someone's mood. i scream because things goes wrong and i cannot mend it.
now. its either i kick you and you die or vice-versa

let's see.
today was an awfully filled with emotions day.

CONGRATULATIONS to D.B.S who successfully scored 98% for his test.
i did my part too k!
well, as not expected, he got top for his batch. good for him

sorry if i kept calling u 98%.. its me.

after his exams, i have this strong urge to really start blaming myself for my fucked up marks for promos. and all i want to do now is to study chinese like. MAD MAD MAD MAD!!!!!!!!!

and then after i confirm my promotion, i will study like... like how i studied in sec 3 after i screwed up my sec 2 finals and cried to my tuition teacher like shit.

YOU SEE GUYS. don't u realise i always have to fall to shine?
this is depressing shit.(and i am not sure if i will shine in J2)

ppl started. i have not. k fine with tht. ppl confirm. i still wishing on tht fake wishing well or star.

i know i am not tht screwed.

after much talks with the old and wise sufian, i have decided.

if i were to retain, i would pick up my courage and my depleted ego and having faith and trust in DBS and my dumb ass friends tht they will not laugh at me and call me a loser.

for once, after my BIG fall.

i have decided to believe tht my friends are there for me to lean on and they will not stab me back in anyway. Because I CHOSE to believe, tht's why i am opening myself.if i get hurt for whatsoever reason, cause i tried. please be there, don't make me cry ...

its already going to be the end of oct. reflecting after alvin asked me how's life.

i told him :" crap and overall still nice" thanks god right?

i would like to credit my grp leader shawn for all the hard work putting our PP slides together.
=)

will i learn to accept who i am once more.
will i stop envying other ppl success and be more appreciative of what freaking life has given me and stop complaining on what shit life has thrown to me?

will i start to trust ppl i know?

will they give me a chance to know them?

will i stop typing and go sleep?-YES

bye guys!

JNZL

mjc things

AFTER VIEWING THIS VIDEO..
i understand tht mj maths dept for j2 are LAME LAME LAME.

but cute too! i bet all of u agreed.
thanks for alvin. from 4e1 to teach me how to upload youtube videos into the blog!
THANKS THANKS!!!(although i know he wun be seeing this. BUT still must credit him right? =)]

i wonder if u all can spot me. obviously this is my class when we went out for MJC lame national day outing= movie at shaw centre. =)

happy

Today i am just very happy.

finished my 1st draft of Oral presentation.
spent like the whole night doing it.(crosses fingers)>.<

happy things happen.
i am just happy.

peter pan

TO LIVE WOULD BE AN AWFULLY BIG ADVENTURE-peter pan

thanks to my sch lib, i'm able to watch this fantastic show!!

at first i thought it was like "bleah"

cause with all the lame sword fighting, i was reluctant to watch it.

well, what made me watched it was i was just too bored and just dun wanna slp.

well, it was so touching and SWEET.

oh ya. if u think tinkerbell is some sweet little fairy.

well, i guess i won't like tinkerbell frm now on after the movie.

she is just some barbaric lame thing.

btw, i love it when wendy and pp kiss!

its like YES YES!!!!!

anyway, heard of peter-pan syndrome?

now i understand what it means...

sad tht peter pan didn't marry wendy when they grew up.

wendy said she was barred from meeting peter pan.like WTF?

anyway, this movie rocks!

scary movies sucks!

gore movies sucke for me too!!

I LOVE YOU PETER PAN!

=)

jnzl

outing with rudico!

i went to bugis with rudico!
went to eat chicken rice at some coffee shop near the road-side.

so u call it roadside coffee shop?
anyway, saw this movable shop in bugis selling these wooden cute toys.
wanted to buy some percusion items but simply too exp!

so bought 3 magnets with clips on them!
simply adorable eh?

the one which caught my eyes was this little lame fellow .
i kept laughing tht i can get more internet signal if i clip this on my shirt.
this clown was so cute cause he had a red nose!

this porcupine caught my eyes as it was RED. BRIGHT RED!

oh my god. i so wanna buy a bicycle with springs. seat long will be more comfy tht kind. then we can cycle together.

ok, dumbasses, we will need to have a portable pit.
sufian says buying one is better as can reuse.

wad do u guys think? or u all wanna JS cute pit?

but the date is set.

8 NOV 2008.

erm. there were no pits available. the ones tht are available are simply too far frm busstops.
if u guys insit on one. then i go book ok?

FEEDBACK!

JNZL

DUMBASS BBQ

ALERTING ALL DUMBASS PPL.
i am going to plan a BBQ party to duno celebrate wad la..MAYBE celebrate my retain. )

ok anyway, tht's not the point.
having chalet?Cause vic can't stay over.

yep yep. this time the BBQ food will be different. maybe crabs or something.
anyway , tell me ur budget ok?
of course must take into consideration of the booking money..
SO GUYS.. IS IT EAST COAST? where all of our memories are there..
remember all those laughter we had.. all the lame bull shit we had?
or do u wan to go to the SENTOSA? to create new memories fro our dumbass grp??
as usal Marjority will win la..

but u know what? the most impt thing is tht WE WILL GET TOGETHER AND HAV FUN TILL KEE SIAO OK?

guys! i have learnt to cycle properly liao.
so dun pray pray.. ^^

fuck IT ALRIGHT

have u ever felt like you were in a building or a familiar yet unfamiliar place?
where friends u know give cold stares?
where friends you know back-stabbed?
do you ever felt so cold and alone when cold and diamond crusted arrows shot pass through ur heart?
have you ever felt as if the whole bloddy world was just ice and hurt you like nv before?
i felt it yesterday
i let it flow away..
i did all i could
i didn't complain. ii didn't back-stabbed.
tht makes me a good girl.
someone told me before:" if u did all u could and ppl still heck care you, its time you forget it and move on"

thanks for being there, for my endless rantings on my pw .
thanks for nt ignoring me. thanks buddy.

i smsed. i talk to him online.
tht guy didn't reply. maybe he was afraid to tell me.

maybe he just didn't know what to tell me.
but now, no one can say i am a slcaker in my project work grp.

cause if they do i shall slap their face.
just for the fact tht i keep asking for work now.
they said everything was done.

i asked to do some of the pp slides. he didn't BOTHER TO REPLY.
I msn HIM. HE DIDN'T REPLY.just some words.

WHAT THE FUCK.,

jnzl

shiok

feeling so accomplished!
i do the things i need to do and GUESS WHAT!?
there is no more things for me to do!

SHIOK BOH!
JNZL

angry tears

ok! cap on! check! shirt on! check!wig on check! pw mood.. CHECK!
its time to make pw my life.

tell u guys, this week, only on mon and wed, i have two periods of chi
the rest? FREE TIME FOR PW!(no teacher supervision)
means u can freaking go to esplanade to do ur project and no one would bloody care.

yup yup! tht is my timetable for u!
chinese A LEVEL coming!

tsk tsk tsk. really dunno how to prepare.

today, was a cocked up day. cause everything almost went wrong!
middle finger to those ppl who doesn't allow me to watch M18 show!

one yr makes no diff PLEASE!
anyway, angry tears flowed today. 121008.
the day i will remember because this is the first times i had tears filled with anger.
ever felt it before?

well , all was well after we made up.
=)

PROJECT WORK TOMORROW!
things really change for the better at the last min.
=)

thanks for making it happen.
really appreciate it.

JNZL

i told you so!

i can bet a million dollars that you've heard this phrase for at least a thousand times in your life!

i have definitely said this phrase to ppl at least a hundred times.
so what made me wanna talk abt it today?

sometimes ppl ask me what is the purpose of a stupid blog which sucks up ur precious time. well, i said it would be nice, each day to do a little of self-reflection!

most importantly, if ur blog is made for public eyes, you can treat it as a medium to express your thoughts that you normally do not dare to do infront of ur buddies.

to also allow a special someone to follow up with ur life without anyone knowing.
to know how you feel and what happens to u each and everyday.
but some ppl tell me. NO! "i wanna keep my thoughts to myself"

so they set up a private blog to please themselves.
well, i hav a private blog.

i had it for like 2 yrs and i just want ppl to know me better, to understand me better without me telling them straight in their pretty cute faces tht what i was actually thinking was nt wad they thought it would be.

so i started this blog tht u are reading.
well, when a special girl set up her blog too.
To be honest, i was affected by her every post!i may be even typing this post just for her!

you see, everyone in life has a big impact on someone in some way.
no matter how insignificant i may be.
i still believe some ppl still hold me in high regards.

tht's why i am not in the IMH .

with the promotions thingy coming in full force. how i wish i could just chop off my ears.
just telling the teacher to shut up and give me more holidays.

i wanna go clubbing.
i wanna dance to the beat.
i wanna know why are you similar to him.

like wad my fav project runway christian said" I JUST WANNA DIE"

jnzl

matilda movie is nice!!!

this DVD tht i borrowed from my sch library turns out to be so DAmn nice!!

due to the reasons i missed this movie! cause was studying i think

yup yup!! now i love browing DVDs frm the library.

ok.. lame i just started browing today.

the previous VCDs were on series on the movie Omen. u know the devilish number combi?

666.

ok touch wood.

anyway, i borrowed Lust and caution & spirited away.

ok , i am so outdated! but at least i'm catching up!

wanted to borrow the actor TODDY blabla.. u know the barber shop , then they sell human heads as buns?

damn its M18. i doubt the library would have it. =(

i can't watch wad.If get caught then ticket money goes down to drain.

ok the movie was so damn nice.

Its the same thing tht u read in the story book.

wonder if its still there in my cupboard!!

TIME TO INDULDGE IN CHILDREN STORYBKS!

cause they nv fail to facinate me and keeping me wanting for more!

JNZL

JANICE dickinson modeling agency show!

woo hoo!! new show to introduce!!

THAT IS.. JANICE DICKISON modeling agency.

i watched it at 12am today.

ok i know the timing is WAY WAY WAY off. but at least u allknow!!

seeing all the models do all it takes to get a "booking" by clothes firm, is really interesting!!!

ok so its PROJECT RUNWAY & Janice Dickinson modeling agency for me.

i am so in love with CHANNEL 5 SHOW!

oh! dun forget to catch MR & MRS smith on channel 5 on sunday!

JNZL