i know

I know i am more independent now.

i know i wont be that cry-baby any more.

i know i demand lesser now.

i know because my true feelings are starting to be in the dark now.

i hate it. i want to tell. i want to show. i want to argue. i want to say" what abt me?!"

but it was all kept in slience...

this is bad. for the sake of being independent, this is the price i have to pay?

i went online knowing he and she wont be there.
but ppl said to always have hope right?

i found no one.
not even the usual ger.
ming en was not there too..
who else can i rant to?

JNZL